Falling in love again

I stared into his black orbed eyes, falling into their dark abyss , I began to wonder 'Is this what it's like to be in love?' for that feeling had long since been a nightmare. My first love had broken me so badly I had feared loving again but then he came along and changed my perspective.

I longed to touch and hold him,to tell him the sweetest of things that I could think of and kiss him when I pleased but alas I feared rejection, feared to lose the simple friendship between us.

But then again what are friends for, I go ahead to tell my best bud how I feel and she drags me to him begging me to tell him, I built up the confidence I use in speeches but one look at him and it comes crashing, I can hardly look at his face let alone tell him how I feel so I run as fast as I can.

My friend and filter less as she is goes ahead to say 'She likes you,you know?Just don't break her heart if you care' he laughs and returns to his classroom saying 'I love her too much to be break her, I would rather die than try'

I await my friend far away seeing their interaction but not bothering to join, she arrives at tells me news that makes me see the seventh heaven,if cloud nine is the highest then I have surpassed it with sheer joy.

I now know he loves me but what to say to him when we meet in the morning is what has me shy as he knows how I feel for him...

I suppose pain comes with healing and heartbreak brings better love stories