wingedwings

*✿═══════════════✿* *Winged wings* *Part: Seventeen* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2023/05/blog-post.html *✿═══════════════✿* https://instagram.com/she.is.dream.maker?igshid=ZGUzMzM3NWJiOQ== https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs I asked her between each conversation. "Do you remember him? "Who... She looked at me as if she didn't understand "Shaan... He is the one who came with me todaywho studied don't you remember "Oh, really. I don't understand... I thought you knew something in the country... "Um...he also didn't understand seeing you when I said... She remembered those old days... On the way to school one day without you, Shan Ka told me... "Would you be my wife when I grow up... I was scared and said... I will tell Uppan and Rashikan... because I was crying "I just saidShan Ka ran away saying, "Oh dear...don't tell anyone". I will go home. To tell you the truth, I used to like Shanika. I had a crush on you too! It's not yours and then covered it. And mother always says at home. Don't look at anyone on the way. After school, come quickly. Don't talk to anyone. It's wrong to talk to other people. It was a big fear at that time and I forgot right and wrong from the collegiality of college. So what am I?The mistakes I made came as a shame to me. After experiencing it... let's pray to God with both hands outstretched so that nothing happens... Knowing that old memories will make her sad, I slowly changed the subject by saying one thing at a time... Many days passed without any major changes. office house Home office... and the only peace when you come home is Kulsu and Haya Mol's play and laughter. Honestly, once you enter the house, you don't want to leave. After workIt can be said that it is going away with non-fulfilment. If you don't go, you will have to drink porridge... Ntha Le... The happiness of any man is his home, there is a child's joke, play, laughter, quarrel and harmony... I didn't know that Haya has become a big child... Five or six years have passed. Today she is a first class student. Kulsu prepares me and Molly at home in the morning and sends her away... Shu where... Tie... Where... Where is the file? Where's the bag, ma'am... where's the water bottle... the penWhere... To tell you the truth, I get angry when I don't see that time one by one, but I think about it in my free time at the office and I laugh a bit... Today she has a picnic from school. She is very happy today because we are with her parents. Mom and dad will come to school. We arrived right on time as they said...old school memoriesFlashing in... But beautiful children decorated with beautiful baby clothes! I felt like every child had my son's tea... Not a day goes by in my life when I don't remember him. But when I see boys of his age, I get something inside.... How will my mon be now... will be like Haya... yes, big and fat... Is there a liar like her? Kulsun's wide eyes? It has been so many years that those who said that they will come sometimedid not come What will be his story... He may not even know Malayalam... His parents are not Thai anymore... Then how will he learn a language that he never heard even though it was his own... I was woken up from my thoughts by the sound of Haya's sir's piss... To tell the truth, I didn't even know that the car had started running in every thought. We started moving towards a beautiful coast following the routes they showed... Nayana beautiful view... carpeted with greenery... TwoThere are flowers on the sites that smile at us to welcome us...and there are playgrounds that are beautified with kalikoops for children to run and play... We really need all this in our country too... A small beautiful trip with our children in our busy lives, a trip to get to know their likes, dislikes, play and happiness more closely... She ran away to play with her playmates...Kulsu and I were slowly walking on the empty grass to see her.Sitting... It's been a long time since such a peaceful journey and sitting. I don't get free time... and to be honest I feel like I'm pretending to be busy... We travel alone for a few moments... The pain of not being with him keeps me coming... I'm really starting to hate that moment of losing the one in my arms. My mon... My mon who doesn't know me... My who doesn't know Pirap and Peta Umm with himOh dear... Memories fill my mind. I looked at the sky for a while so as not to see Kulsu... I told her the information about the beautiful sky like a child... She looked at me with some curiosity... My eyes couldn't be closed... I held her and cried... She didn't understand anything poor... kept asking me questions without giving me a chance to answer... I got up saying that the world of happiness between you, Mol and me filled my eyesI decided to take her hands in my arms and walk for a while. I saw a man walking towards us with a face that I had seen somewhere... I was looking at him... he saw me and hugged me... and said that I am the reason for all their happiness... That's when I noticed that face again.... yes it was him... took my son from my handsHe... I walked behind him leaving Kulsun next to Hyamol..asked my mon every time...I saw his mobile photos from his baby days till today....my tears wet his mobile screen....my eyes were confused as I couldn't see anything..I showed it to him Stretched out… taking it he took me by his hand and took me to his side… Seeing him playing with his mother, I ran to him and hugged him...He gave me thuru thura hugs,... he stood motionless like an obedient child... then smiled at me... Words created poverty in me. Or what should I say to him... I am not him... The truths inside me have been sealed and sealed. That means that those boundaries will be broken and he will be snuggled in my lap and only mine... I bought some toys and candies for him from the shop I saw there... a friend's sonI played with him for a while with the ease of seeing him. I came back to see my son with loving words that I will see you again... I watched the way they went for a while... After their vehicle disappeared from my sight I walked towards Kulsu and Molle... A thousand questions are swirling inside me... unanswered and they fill me with fear. "Atara ika... to show love like this. Her unexpected question made me feel something in my stomachLike a hook... "Ahh, that's a very important friend of mine here. And their family… "Ah, Even though I said it lightly, there was a longing somewhere inside... a longing that was not ready for even a confession.. From a distance, she will watch and see... But! I can't tell her more than that. That's my fate... Even after reaching home after traveling... it's very late and I can't sleep... Today's beautiful view is here for meI can say that I lost my sleep... *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾