dead end
You know in the end I never thought my death would come from just trying to do the right thing, be a good human being but what did I expect because as they say the path to Hell is pathed with good intentions, but if that doesn't describe my life I don't know what does.
Well wat did I think would happen after going against the orders of a higher up of one the world's biggest super powers and try taking on the largest criminal organisation on this continent now hear I am dying cradling the mutilated body of the last person I love in my hands, my sister dead because of my own stupid pride.
Now you might be wondering how i got my self into this shit, well it started in 2000 the year I was born living a nice normal life going to school, learning to fight doing MMA, losing my dad *sigh* so to make up for it to my sister who would grow up without a dad I decided to be someone she could be proud of but things started going to shit after 2024.
Earth was getting worse because of global warming, super storms started happening heat waves and cold fronts so severe and rapid that concrete cracked the government's came together to fix it by funding nuclear full research but this and how they got the funding to do so isn't important.
Because 2031 may 19th it all came crashing down when at the largest and leading research institute in nuclear fusion in America... an accident occurred when in an experiment where they launched two electrons at each other in a vacuum they learned that the reason you can't exceed the speed of light is because that is the rate at which time happens and that whan two things that have exceeded that rate when they collide can rip a hole in reality
It caused an explosion that wiped out half of new York and released a huge wave of energy that somehow gave earth a form conscious that brought global warming back under control after a few years but the energy also started mutating the plants and animals humanity included so the world had to banned together and fought back the beast.
And I decided to sign up be a man my sister could be proud of but reality is a bitch, I didn't get a mutation no crazy superpower and even worse I wasn't deemed important enough for the procedure to give me some when they figured out how.
well I'm stubborn if thier was a rock in my way I'd bash my head against it until it broke Instead of giving up I worked day and night studying and training my body to the limit and beyond at times I spent a week straight just training because the world is in a perfect state for the growth of life.
But it was never enough I was never strong enough to do the right thing because their was always someone stronger stopping Me so I pushed on hoping in the future i could make a difference, war after war never faltering until I was commander of a anti-mutant special ops squad directly under the government now in 2050 in a position where I could make a difference and I through it all away.
'So here I am a fugitive with nothing left, no one to live for and nowhere to go, not to mention not having raised a family of my own, bleeding out with my little sister dead in my arms because of my own decisions.'
Rage no absolute RATH is all that clouds my mind as my vision turns red and I can't tell if it's blood or my rage as the home I grew up in goes up in flames so I do the only thing that's going through my mind and
"AAHHHHHH! WHY ALL I'VE DONE IS TRY DO THE RIGHT THING SO YOU NOW WHAT! FUCK YOU! BE IT GOD COSMIC HORROR OR WHATEVER THE FUCK IS OUT THERE! IF TRYING BE GOOD AND BETTER MYSELF WILL LEAD ME TO HLL I'D RATHER BE THIER THAN HEAR IN THIS FUCKED UP WORLD"
as my body starts shutting down I look at my little sisters innocent face Big blue eyes small nose small mouth that could had a smile that lit up wherever she whent round head and long black hair, still stroking her head tears sliding down my cheek onto hers 'I'm so sorry lily this is all my fault dead at the age of 26 only just starting to get to live and ending up dead because of your big brothers bad decisions'
My body slowly fading so if this world won't let me live the way I am then it won't get the pleasure of braking me even until the end of it's miserable existence.