she cried quietly near the bank of the city river lights people and happiness, faraway.
after a while she felt even worse
the serene dimly lit river bank caught her tears as she leaned on the rails sobbing violently.
someone rubbed her back gently to calm her she turned around and shook her head.
"why?why did you change?I cant be what you want but I cant refuse you after all you've done for me"
he nodded and said tenderly "have I ever touched you?sat alone in the house with you?or did I give you space to not feel trapped?I have loved you forever...I sat and watched you slip away from me for many years as Graham took you as his for 10 years amy,10 fucking years I've been in pain....but he was so good to you. I never stood a chance bit I love you I really do"