Chapter Twenty-five

Her Pov

I felt the tears coming. Tried so hard to fight it but this time, I really couldn't.

I just saw Styles and that girl again. I had gone for my usual evening stroll and there they were kissing at the middle of the road. I left before they could notice me. Now I'm home and I'm breaking. I'm a mess. I really can't do this.

Kyra walked into my room and I hastily cleaned my tears. It was useless anyway, she had already seen them.

" What's wrong honey?" she asked

" Did someone break your heart?" she asked again when I said nothing. I sat up , hugging my pillow and I still said nothing.

" Did Rio say any...?"she began

" It's not about Rio" I cut in. I didn't want to hear his name either.

" Oh! someone actually did break your heart" she said and I rolled my eyes.

" Just forget it"

" Anny, don't do that. You know you could always talk to me" Kyra said.

" Fine. It's about Styles "

" Who's Styles?" she asked with a confused look.

" Sal" I said.

" Oh! that handsome guy. So what's up with him?"

" You won't understand Kyra. Forget it"

" Let me guess, you're in love with him but he's in love with someone..."

" I'm not in love with him " I snapped before she could finish.

" Could you just stop misjudging my feelings? I like him, yes but I don't love him" I added.

" Okay, noted! So why are you sad?"

" Cause... anytime I see him with that Minnie girl, and I tend to see them everyday, it just ruins my day, my mood, everything. I get so upset and ..."

" Jealous?" Kyra asked.

" Yeah, maybe "

" And you say you're not in love with him"

" I'm not Kyra. Don't get me more upset" I said rudely. Kyra rolled her eyes.

" So have you tried talking to Styles about how you feel?" Kyra said and I glared at her. Has she gone insane or something?

" Why would I do that? " I asked " Besides, he doesn't even have my time"

" How do you know that?"

" Cause he's all over that Minnie girl"

" I really don't get you Anny. I thought you're dating Rio"

" I am... I mean ... I don't like him, I don't okay!"

" Okay! And that's cause you're in love with someone else"

I got upset and I threw the pillow I was with at her. She caught it.

" I'm not. Why don't you get that?"

" Now don't you argue with me, young lady! What else will make you jealous seeing a guy with another girl?" Kyra said back.

" Lotta things. Lust, obsession, infatuation, attraction, etcetera. They're like thousands of them" I responded.

Kyra sighed and then smiled.

" So you're saying that you're obsessed with Styles?" she said.

" Of course I'm not. It hasn't gotten to that"

" Well then, do you lust after him? Are you crazy over his body?"

" Well no, I haven't even seen his body "

" You're attracted to him, yes but are you also infatuated with him?"

"I don't know Kyra, stop asking me stupid questions "

" You're simply deceiving yourself Anny. You're in love with a guy who doesn't love you and you don't love the one who loves you. Ironical, isn't it?"Kyra said and I said nothing so she continued.

" But you had better be careful Anny. You might not realize that you're messing with fate. Let go of Styles and focus on Rio, if nothing else it'll save you the tears. Wisen up!" Kyra said and then left my room.

I sighed. What did my life suddenly become? I've never been one to cry over guys, jeez! This is messed up.

And as for Rio, let's just say I'm helping Karma do it's work. For all the girls he ever hurt, I'm gonna make sure he gets double of the pain. I'm doing this for Amy, she's like my best friend now and I gotta have her back.

I feel terrible! But at least, Kyra is here to keep me company. I went out of my room and joined her in the kitchen. At least, there I remembered how to smile.