chapter 32

Lisa p.o.v

The more I think about leaving, the harder it becomes. I might be angry at veronica for hiding the truth about my true identity and I still can't accept it.

All my life I have been living an ordinary human life and now I am being told that the world of supernatural suddenly am part of this.

I got mad at veronica for hiding this from me, all I ever thought was that supernatural is nothing but fiction but now am being convinced that am one of them.No matter what I try to do I feel like am bound to except this even if I refuse to.

I guess I have see what happens if I decide to stay.After we part ways I saw mike and talked as he held my hand I realized they were cold, I understand it was winter but we were inside so I didn't know how to react.

I was about to ask why he was cold when out of nowhere, toby came and grabbed my arm and pulled me inside a room.

I didn't know what got into him, when he suddenly pinned me to a wall and his body left no space for me to move.

"What the hell toby?" I asked as he held my hands on the door.

"I should be the one asking you that" he said as he came closer to my face.

"I don't think I should explain myself to you what? Don't tell me that you're jealous ,are you?" I teased him.

"Why would I be? It's not like you're my girlfriend or something " he said

"Ok then stop acting like one and let me go,why are you closer to my face then?"

"Am not,you're hallucinating me "he said as he smiled.

"Oh really then let me go "I said as I tried to loosen my hand from his grip.

"Why are you in a hurry? It's not like you'll be late for class or that you will be here for long" he whispered to my ear.

"Are you sure that I won't be back here? " I asked him.

"Of course I am sure, didn't you say that you want to leave?" He asked as he stepped away from me.

"I thought I had until tomorrow to decide besides am the one to make the decision here and it's  not like you're already appointed Alpha yet either " I said.

"Its a matter of hours lisa, if you leave before I get appointed then I'll be the one to decide whether I let you in or not" he says as he walked back to me.

"So what? Are you trying to make me stay or what?" I asked curiously.

"Am not the type to make you do things that you're not comfortable with, am just giving you time to decide on whether you stay or go" he said.

"Like you said you'll give me time so when am ready to tell you whether I chose to stay it won't have to be when you will be the next alpha werewolf, it will be my choice so whether you accept me or not won't make any difference to me " I said as we both stared at each other.

"No lisa, it will be in my terms whether I let you go or stay so make up your mind you have till tomorrow night " he said as if he was whispering a  secret to me.

He looked  at me then my lips, he smiled and before I knew it he was kissing me passionately, I tried to push him away.

It was getting harder to push him as he took  both my hands and held them above my head he then pulled me closer to his chest as he continued kissing me.

I would be lying if I said that I didn't feel the sparks on my body as he gently bit my lower lip, I moaned and he got the access to enter my mouth.

Our tongue fought for dominance and his won,I finally responded to his as he let my hands go and I took the opportunity to take his hair in my hand and pulled myself closer to him.

His lips were soft and tested like strawberry, as much as air was needed I pushed him gently as I took a deep breath.

He looked sexy and he looked at me as he leaned closer to me and said.

"I just realized that I don't think that I'll be able to leave soon lisa," he said as he pecked my lips then my forehead and then left the room.

I stood there without moving as the scene reply on my head of me and toby kissing and what he said before he left.

"Will I be able to leave and forget that I didn't enjoy this moment and that the fact he said he won't let me go?" I asked myself.

I knew that I haven't told him that I wanted to stay but at 6he same time am afraid ai might decide to go again.

Am so much confused right now,am angry and anxious about it and I don't think I have time to waste either.

I haven't spoke nor seen veronica after what happened and am not sure if I want to see her again.

But the least I can do is to ask about my mom and know everything before I jump into conclusions.

She might have reasons to why she hid this truth from the beginning, I guess I'll have to see her again then.

Once I gained my senses from what happened minutes ago after making out with toby and I left the room and I saw Mike there.

"Are you alright?Did toby say anything to you?" He asked as he approached me.

"Yeah am fine, we just talked that's all" I said looking around.

"Ok, so about you leaving school, why all of a sudden you just got here?" He asked curiously.

"I know it's just that am not yet sure if I wanna leave, its just a thought that's all" I said as I decided not to think about it.

After a few minutes, the bell rang and I went to my locker to get my books.

I guess I'll have to give myself a chance to see what happens next.....