Into A Void Of Madness

Parental guidance is recommended, and this includes heavy topics. Nsfw Warning!

I start to think and I pace across my bedroom. My head doesn't stop pounding, what happened? I fist my desk and it breaks. "FUCK." I start to walk out of my room, I go downstairs. Every step, I get more pissed. That was my favorite desk, and I broke it. I see the cereal, and I reach for it. My head starts to pound loud like a gym floor. "Fuck, Fuck." I say in pain, and I look up. A volleyball comes at me so quick. I try to hit it, and all of sudden the cereal crashes. It spills all over the floor. Did I just imagine that? I get on my knees to clean it up, and I see myself with a ring in front of Oikawa. Are these memories of the future? Or am I going crazy? I get up, and Oikawa rings the door bell. I open it,"Oikawa, I am going craz-." He stops me, looks at me. Kisses me, softly. Touches my lips, and he swings me around. My head stops hurting, and he says,"I don't know what you are talking about, and we can go through this together." All of a sudden, I blackout. I get to this empty black space and someone appears. Fuzzy, and he touches my arm. He suddenly becomes clear, and my head is all over the place. "My name is Oikawa, I am your brain. Although, I am not exactly Oikawa."

He isn't Oikawa, but he seems like it. He has that cocky attitude. Who am I kidding, if he was Oikawa he would of fucked me by now. I laugh, he looks into my eyes. Rips off my shirt. "Am I fucking with my brain?" He stops, "No, Iwa-chan. I am actually Oikawa." He pushes me down, in this void. I am so confused, and I start to get frustrated. He touches me, "let's fuck. Just us, what do you think Iwa-chan?" He says smiling with pleasure. He rips my underwear, and bites it with his teeth. I start to moan, and it felt good. I missed this, what if this is just a dream. Is my mind missing him so much that, I would create fantasies with him in it. I yawn as I slowly open my eyes, and he plays with my hair. He carried me to the couch, while I was sleeping. His hands were so soft. He took of my clothes like the dream, and I just realized. He has been in every dream, what if he is connected to this some how. What if he is like me, he ripped my underwear off. He pushed down on my body. He looks at me, and he starts to lick my dick. He sucks on it, and I feel in heaven. Then he starts to say something,"Is this like your dream?" I look at him shocked, "I was there Iwa-chan." He bites my neck. "It's called a dream connection, and I have had the same dreams. I happen to stay awake during mine though." He puts a blanket over us, and he kisses me. He adds his tongue, and I felt his mouth. "Soulmate huh? Never heard of it." I say confused. He quiets me, "Just kiss me." He says, biting my lip. I start to cry, and it might be cause him biting my lip hurt. Or I am just generally happy. I have waited so long for him to be mine. Now, I am not letting him go.