A Story From The Past

This may include heavy topics, parental guidance is recommended.

As a kid, I see the cars go by. I remember my child hood, and it wasn't easy. I would walk across the street, and wonder where my parents were. They always left me alone, and I would go my favorite bench. Iwaizumi would always meet me there, and there was my crush. His name was daichi. I would get so nervous talking to him, his dark hair. His sweet personality, I remember one time he gave me his jacket. I was so cold, and he said,"Oikawa are you warm now?" I nodded, and I didn't know it at the time. How upset Iwaizumi was, how long he had waited for me. I would read so many stories when I was younger. So many people found their prince. I just wanna find mine. Iwaizumi just stood there happy for me and gave me advice. I was so dumb, and I never understood True love. He would always ask to hangout with me and I would be to busy with school. I put my hands in my pockets, and I just didn't care about the consequences.

I remember how, I just wanted to do well in volleyball. I pushed people away, and I am starting to learn that I can ask people for help. Right? He won't abandon me, like my parents? Iwaizumi came to sit down with me one night, and he just lays his head on my shoulder. He holds my hands and said,"Daichi makes me jealous sometimes, having you look at him like that." I wasn't sure what he meant, and I am not even sure I like him. What if I am not over daichi? I made a stupid mistake, and I can't change that. I look at the stars and I snap out of it. I start to tear up, looking at the distance. I grab my phone out of my pocket. I call daichi, and I look to see it ringing. It goes to automatic voice mail, so that's it. I walk home from the bench, I have been on most my life. I fall asleep on the bench. I wake up to see Iwaizumi, holding me. I smile, and I wonder if he knew where I was this whole time. This is our favorite bench. He looks into my eyes, as I slowly wake up. I feel so warm, his warm hands. He picks me up and brings me to my place. Tucks me into bed, and he lays next to me. He softly touches me and moves closer. Feeling my pulse as he grabs my hand, and I fall asleep on his chest. I have never had someone care for me like this, I feel so special. I smile, falling into a deep sleep. Dreaming about my future, and how to handle it.