Void Frame

At that time, feelings of disappointment and regret shook my heart, mind, eyes and soul after seeing Haze's tragic death before my own eyes.

All that was on my mind was guilt and failure for not being able to save him. My legs were weak and helpless like brittle wood that was difficult to repair.

Without realizing it, I started to really cry and fell limp, my knees hit the ground with a regular thud, a face of deep regret and suffering appeared in my eyes like happiness that I would never get again someday.

My gaze just stared blankly, countless light particles began to carry him away, disappearing from before me so calmly like a gentle breeze that pierced my heart because of his death.

I really didn't expect that the thing that always made me suspicious would actually happen after seeing reality like this.

What kind of feeling is this? Why does my heart feel excruciating pain like being stabbed by a hellish spear ... Why does this have to happen to me?

My tears kept flowing until they dripped to the ground, I wanted to try to hold them back but couldn't.

This is too heavy for my heart to accept, there is not a single glimmer of light that can make me strong enough to take revenge on someone who has done this.

Actually, who am I?

Asking myself with feelings of regret I will not find the answer, my mind, heart and life will be destroyed because I feel this is all my biggest mistake.

Why?

My anger began to rise, boil, burn deep in the abyss inside me.

Why?!

My hatred tries to control me completely.

Why?!!!!

My vision was dark, destiny seemed to tell me to kill, destroy and destroy all living creatures who tried to rob me of the things that were valuable to me.

Uh? What sound is that?

Suddenly at that moment, I heard footsteps from another hallway, I felt them, the footsteps were so calm with an atmosphere that made me not believe that there was someone else in this place.

The sound came from the hallway where I first appeared in this place. I didn't see it, I only heard it with my two ears. Now I just sit empty in the middle of the park, mourning Haze's death.

My vision was dark, I didn't look back at all, all I felt was a heart full of emptiness with uncontrollable anger full of hatred.

He was already behind me, the rustle of the grass from his footsteps could be heard clearly in my ears.

"Who?" I muttered.

"Ask yourself."

I don't know what he was doing, my hearing only said he was taking out or releasing something. But, I don't know ....

"Who?!" I muttered louder.

"You don't need to be angry like that, you deserve emptiness. But there's no harm if you try to rearrange it neatly."

Hate, sadness and an empty heart still lock my mind from being able to ask and say more specific questions.

What I can use now is only my mouth and ears, even my body feels numb because of the sadness that destroys the source of my emotions like paper which can be burned at any time until it disappears.

"Answer, who?" My voice weakened again as if my life had disappeared because of this regret.

"There's no point in you continuing to ask questions like that, an emptiness like you isn't worth getting emotional about, everything will sink to an endless bottom. You have to look for it yourself, I'll return half of it which is already sealed, because everything is already separated. You have to find it immediately, world imbalance."

I didn't know what to do, the darkness told me to always be there, but ... His words brought me out of the prison that wanted to lock me up.

My feelings and thoughts began to open up, but not with me regaining full consciousness and being able to see the outside of my vision which was filled with darkness.

"What do you mean? You speak like someone who knows only me. No one has the right to judge."

"Is that so ... You're blaming yourself, you were stupid enough to think that he was dead."

"Blaming myself? I can't believe he's still alive, you wouldn't feel it!"

"Hmmmm, you even look down on your own loyal servant, truly a creature that should never exist."

"What did you say?"

"I will enter your body, enjoy the frame of emptiness that will make you remember your own cruelty."

"You ... Kacchk-ahhhh ...."

Suddenly I felt something patting my neck from behind, was it a stream of magic that was pressing against my body forcefully?

No, it seems like something wants to merge with my body. It couldn't be him ... He really did it? It hurts too.

My body felt like it was filled with something, but I still couldn't feel it clearly. Is this some kind of power I had before?

My feelings weren't sure, my heart said no, it was like he rejected it outright. But I really felt like something was merging with my body, emotions, heart and whatever was in it.

I felt like there was a vortex trying to eat all my emotions from the inside, but somehow the vortex couldn't destroy me.

But this memory ….

Is this ....

I leave everything to you ....

Keep your spirits up ....

I jolted awake after he managed to enter my body completely.

"Huh? Hey, wait?!" I realized, my eyes opened in surprise.

When I tried to turn around to look behind me, the sound quickly disappeared and was faster than my sight as I turned around in surprise when I regained consciousness, even when I looked at it, there was only a wisp of white smoke present and being blown away by the gentle breeze.

"There isn't any?"

Has he really entered my body? This feeling and power ….

I looked at my own hands, confusion filling my mind.

Sighh ... Who is he really? Why does he seem to know who I am?

That guy annoys me, but not because I can't see him. I get annoyed when he says things I don't understand, as if he already knows everything.

Because of that, I'm still not fully conscious and don't really understand every word he said earlier. World imbalance? Hmmmmm, that's the same as what Haze said before. But ....

No way, then …. Hmmmmm, no, I don't admit it, if it was me ... Why can't I remember? Even I was only in the world of ordinary humans when I was born, it doesn't make sense at all.

What does it mean? Emmmm, whatever, I don't understand and don't believe his words at all. He knows everything, but I don't have any proof to believe him.

The next second when I woke up, I felt something strange about myself, suddenly I felt like I was wearing a robe and a blindfold that felt clear on the skin of my face.

I don't know who gave it to me, is it all because of that person who has merged with my body? Hmmmmmm, maybe this makes a little sense.

I stood up and looked at myself. "Cloak and mask? Did he put them on for me? No, how could it be." I took off the mask and held it with a surprised face. "This mask seems familiar to me, but what does it mean?"

The color is jet black with glowing purple lines which are very fierce.

It's true, the shape of this mask is somewhat familiar and almost the same when I used it against Asyluminaz.

But ....

What's still on my mind is not about this and that, I'm just thinking about it. Can he really still come back? Hopefully, I really want to apologize harder than before for causing him so much pain. I could only remain silent while looking at the garden with bitter feelings, a truly sad incident had happened to me and him.

My heart may still be fragile because I still remember Haze who has left, but for some reason that feeling suddenly disappeared, making my mind think as if I didn't need to think about it any more.

My personality has merged with his?

Maybe if I keep crying over him, then he will suffer more than I cry over him. I'm sure, if he could see and feel it, maybe he would be very disappointed in me. Because what he expected was definitely not that, although I never know, but it seemed like he had something very valuable to him.

I don't know what it is, it seems like a big problem must be at stake. In that case, will anything come back to me? Hmmmm, it feels like my attitude has really changed to be different.

It might seem normal to me.

It's really hard to understand, that guy probably had a point in what he said that Haze wasn't dead, and what he meant by emptiness seemed to refer to my previous power. But I still find it strange that I can be this relaxed after feeling that I'm guilty or something.

Maybe that's all I could conclude when he said it.

But, is it about talking about policy because thinking about one thing makes my heart say okay even though everything that is happening is so scary?

Hahhhhhhhhhhhh ... Looks like I'm back to factory settings.

Being a man who doesn't care about feelings, circumstances, reality and emotions or anything like that.

Well, even though fighting is the most enjoyable thing for me, I'm not sure what my other heart looks like when I feel the sadness and heartache that continues to stab it.

This ... is just my feeling, right? This clearly looked like an ordinary person who didn't care about anything. Hmmmm, whatever. I'd rather carve it than have to think about it which can burden me with thoughts that don't make sense to digest.

In my opinion, the most effective way is to meet people so they can assess my personality. Yayaya, that's absolutely true.

Just like in my previous world, humans like them are too smart to be able to judge someone without looking at their content, and can even insult them because of their own shortcomings.

Complete rubbish, but if there was no black and white then the balance of the world would not be fine. I put the blindfold back on as I walked away from that place amidst the gusts of silence that carried me away into the tranquility of the world.

I walked away without looking back. "Leave everything to me. I'll take it back immediately."

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