Chapter Fourteen (part one)

The movers dropped off the furniture and thanks to my lovely tatted family they did not even make it through the door Jose and Edward helped Emily organize and set up my sisters room and the very amazing bikers set up the living room and my own room the baby room on the other hand was on hold due to Zed wanting to paint it so every piece of furniture was put on hold until i knew the sex of the baby. which i thought would be interesting to see. Sitting on the couch the only one that seemed to stay behind for the night was Poison, he sat across from me as he gave me a small smile waiting for Emily to fully leave before he started talking to me.

"How you been bells? Hows the little sea monkey?" I nodded my head and looked to him as i subconsciously rubbed my belly and sighed softly.

"Por que estas aki?" (Why are you here?)

"Hes has been through hell Belle and i know that he deserves even more for what he said but you have to see it from his point of view too....the fucker did everything he could to be happy and even though he knew with his dumbass that he was pissing off a Don he still did everything he could to get you and be happy."

"I know what he did but what happened that day was not something i though would happen i didn't know that so many people would die all because i loved him."

"You are not the only one Bells we all thought it was a good idea to let our guard down all because the Intel we had got said he was dealing with bigger things. Yes he was a fucking asshole for what he said and how he acted in the hospital but he was not thinking clearly and neither were you when you fucking up and left."

"What the hell are you saying?"

"you fucking ran too. You didn't go because of revenge you went because you were also running from Reaper told you."

"NO."

"You cant bullshit a bullshitter Belle. You left because you were heart broken not because of your fucking pops toots:"

Balling my hands into fists i looked to him but sighed, he was fucking right. When i left the hospital all i could think about was what he told me and that i needed to leave his life so i did. It wasn't so much that the Don was going to find me but because what he said and how he blamed me and even treated the knowledge of the baby broke me. I had fallen in love with him and it was something that i did not know i could admit to myself in the course of the months i was gone but it was. I loved Reaper. His words hurt more then anything i could ever imagine, tears stung to the memory at the hospital, the memory where he was bleeding and beaten by the Don they were memory's that had not left my head in the longest time.

"i am not going to make it easy for him Poison."

"I am not asking you to give the motherfucker hell...make his ass work for it and since i already am here and supposedly the one that's suppose to talk you into going back with him...how about we make him a little jealous:"

"Jealous?" i asked confused. "why would he be jealous i am not around anyone?"

"You took Ink and not him....hell when ink got back they fist fought it out like grown men and Ink made it very clear that if Reaper did not get his head out of his ass he was going to ¡make sure you became his old woman."

My face was redder then i could imagine, it was flattering but i did not see him that way my eyes were only on Reaper the creeper, my voice came out in a stammer as i looked to Poison.

"No...i don't see him that way at all...i swear i don't."

"Ink knows that and so do i but our prez he was not thinking straight that day and wanted to kill him. Probably would of if Emily hadn't stopped him from reaching the gun."

Exhaling i looked to him as i processed all of the information and looked to him leaning forward on the couch.

"Alright...explain something to me...what do you get out of making Reapers life hell right now?"

Poison smirked and shrugged his shoulders a gesture that looked weird on such a big guy. "Cant a brother help without there being some kind of personal gain?"

"Not when it come to my club it doesn't." He laughed and stood up as he motioned for me to head upstairs.-

"Get dressed woman...i am gonna call ink we are going to Twisters. Make sure your showing skin though."

"What makes you think he is at Twisters?"

"you pretty much told him to fuck off so hes either drinking or getting ass or maybe both who knows we are bikers after all."

My eyes narrowed as i looked to him and sighed softly. "if i see some puta barata (cheap whore) on his lap i am going to hurt him and then her....for the pat month everyone knew i am his old lady that hasn't fucking changed." He smirked and looked to me baiting me obviously as he shrugged.

"He is the prez and since you been gone and ot on the back off his bike there's been more then a few willing girls wanting that position so really i cant tell you anything or him i mean its all fair game really."

"Yet a old lady has to be around her man and fucking loyal?"

"Yes. Its the rules whatever you and your man have personally don't bring that shit into church or even into Twisters, you two do whatever the fuck you want in your home...but that doesn't mean you cant flirt or be a smartass. Long as your ass doesn't disrespect Reaper then your good."

"Fine..."

Going upstairs my eyes were narrowed to much even for me, i hope to god that the bastardo did not bloody have a side piece of ass because love or not, father to my child or not i would not just kill him but her too. Sighing i stopped myself and shook the negative thoughts from my head, no you cant act like before Belle, not while you have a baby in you. Grabbing a pair of black ripped jeans, and a tight black tank top, my breasts had stayed the same and were pushed up a bit more, sighing i looked to myself in the mirror and to my hair, instead of wearing it down i tied it into the tight ponytail on my head and let the few curly black strands frame my face, my eyes framed in black eyeliner and mascara i looked good even for me. Smirking i grabbed the jacket that was my favorite leather jacket and traced the patched on it with my fingers. There were happy moments with Reaper, picnics we had shared, bike rides we took, moments of true happiness i had not felt in the longest time since my parents had died. All theses things we did and moments we shared came flooding back to me and made me want to cry but i stopped myself yet again.

"Crying is for the weak."

*******FLASHBACK TEN YEARS*******

"Get up Annabelle!" The Don yelled.

Today's lesson was endurance, since i was causing so much trouble in the new school it was high time i learned for to endure pain be it physical, mental or emotional. Standing on shaky legs i looked to him and wiped my chin, my nose bleeding from the punches that were being thrown at me by grown ass men. Hombres (Men) that were twice my size and build they were wearing boxing gloves to soft the blows but let me tell you that didn't do shit.

"You seem to like getting into trouble at a very prestige school that has been running through this family for years do you have any idea what trouble you are causing me."

"Its not my fault the rich kids cant handle a few punches. Guess that's what happens when you eat to much raviolis huh."

One of the guards didn't even wait for the Don to give him an okay, his left fist connected with my stomach, the pain radiating through my body as i fell back on my knees, my eyes on the man to my left.

"That tongue of yours will always bring you trouble Annabelle."

coughing and trying to regain my breathing i looked to the white mat and shook my head to stop the feeling of nausea rising up my throat.

"its probably her parents went to die....i don't think that was much of accident if i had to deal with this Bastarda i would be crashing my car as well."

I growled in anger and charged him when i felt the other male grab my waist and toss me across the boxing ring with ease. "La sua vera ragazza." (its true girl) he said laughing.

"why wouldn't they want to die, you and your sister would be better being whores then assists."

Looking to him my hands shook as i charged at him again.

"Shut up." I let my guard down and felt the fist suddenly hit the side of my face, the burn to my right cheek making my eyes water as i fell onto the mat my breathing heavy as i looked to the men towering over.

"Crying is for the weak bambina." the don said as he approached the rig his eyes on me as he shook his head.

"In life everyone will judge you, bully you, break you down, beat you, hurt you and even use your feelings against you...you need to learn to turn them off and shut them out. Don't let them use your weakness against you...stand up and fight." He said tossing my two long batons, staring at him i nodded and stood twirling the baton in my hands as i looked to both males.

"At least shes not on her knees anymore." the one to the right said laughing.

"She must of learned that from her mother." the other answered laughing.

Before they even got the chance to react i ran towards the one that spoke and swung the baton upwards like a bat, the stick vibrated as it hit him across the face and knocked him back, moving onto him i used the butt of the stick and brought it down over his nose the loud crack being heard as i continued. His friend grabbed me around the waist and i tossed my head back suddenly feeling my head hit his mouth and nose, he cursed and moved off my his hand coming to his face turning baton i had i hit him directly in the knee and moved my left hand punching him as i jumped on him my fists connecting with his face as i let out every ounce of anger i had in me. Emotions could not be shown but they could be vented out in a fight or in training and after a while just showing emotions was not even needed. That was the one lesson i had never learned to let go.

*******END OF FLASHBACK*******

Walking back downstairs i looked to Poison and now Ink, both laughing as they nodded to one another and stopped once i got there, Ink grinned his tatted arms showing on full display as he smirked.

"Damn girl, i see why Reaper missed church a few times."

"shut up." i said self consciously covering my breasts as i looked to Poison who just laughed.

"Lets get this show on the road, you ride with me since i am the vice it will be okay i promise you." shaking my head i nodded ad followed him and Ink. Twisters here i come.