Chapter 2

Amy POV

Things don't always go as u plan but that's how life is i know I've been though it how people can change you or how give someone a smile can make a persons day.

Sometimes things happen for a reason like the people you meet the struggles you face the friends you have. It took me awhile for me to figure that out myself.

But I know now your worth more then harm yourself so take my advice and don't hurt your self because there's a reason y god made this happen none know but one day u will thank god for the life u have

Be strong do what u can find ways to prevent yourself from doing something stupid. You may not know it but everyone has problems or things were scared to face. Trust me I know because I've been though all of these and use to think the same way

Remenber if some things wrong speck out don't just hide it tell someone because the more u speck out the more u can get help.

I wrote it down in my notebook hoping one day I can tell people my story I try to go back to sleep. But it was hard when you had a lot on your mind. I tryed taking all the bad thoughts in my head away.

I decided to distract my self from It my sisters are still asleep I got up from my bed and walk down stairs over to the kitchen finding something to eat when my phone buzzed a text from my friend April.

We need to talk I know what u have been doing to your self and we need to talk about this I send a text saying why now its 2:30 in the morning its to early to talk about this.

Let me ask you something Amy and be honest have u been cutting yourself . she said I replied with yes but I had a reason. A reason u never have a reason to hurt yourself no matter what hurting your self is just like punishing yourself and no one desires that no one.

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