wanna be free

An hour later, Ronnie came back with the drugs he had bought,first thing he did was to go check up on jessi who is still sleeping.

"Maureen how is she? she's fine sir answered Maureen;"few minutes after you left she woke up and requested to see you but I told her you stepped out to get her drugs,then she went back to sleep.

Waw!

This news really gladen his heart,"you mean she woke up up!! that's good news "Maureen".

"Did she had anything to eat before going back to sleep?no sir.no problem;she will definitely eat something when she wakes up again.

Ronnie facial expression was really bright now, unlike the grumpy face he had since Jessi passed out,"she's gonna be really hungry when she wakes up,

"Please can you go make something for her to eat when she wakes up, wouldn't want her to starve.

Maureen left to the kitchen to start preparing the food, while Ronnie stayed with Jessi to keep an eye on her.few minutes later the young lady is awake

"Sweetie am here,how do you feel?

Am fine Dad,am sorry i scared you and put you through those mental stress,I had no control over what happened dad."it's ok;just promise you won't scare me like that again.

Maureen!

Maureen!! Please get the food already, what's taking you so long.the Food was served few minutes later.

"Dad; can you feed me please?ok dear

Not that she couldn't feed herself,she just being fed by her dad,she enjoyed the meal made by her nanny,she ate everything and took the drugs bought by Mr Ronnie.

"You know we still have to finish that movie dad-its very interesting and I would want to watch till the end."the movie that almost killed you; sorry but it's not happening,am not gonna let you watch that movie again.

Smiles …

"Since we aren't gonna see that movie again,I want to swim.

'that's not gonna happen either,you will catch a flu and that is risking your life dear.

So sad I don't get to see the movie till the end,and now i can't even swim.

My life isn't fun at all it's just boring and full of misery.

"Am doing this to keep you safe;

But dad, having a little fun won't kill me, moreover you are here with me dad, I know you are trying to keep me safe but you are over doing it and it's really getting to me dad."you don't let me go out,you don't even let me associate with others,you made me study from home;I feel isolated from the world dad and I want out.

"Jessi dear;am doing what's best for you,that was the doctor's instruction.

Dad

Am desperately tired,since I was diagnosed with this illness have been living according to the doctors instructions and it's really boring me out out."I really want to live a free live like others;how is that so hard for you to understand.her eyes was filled with tears she couldn't held in her emotions anymore.

"I seriously miss mum

She would have understood me better if she was here.i missed being in school with other students and not study from home.can't even remember what outside feels like cause am locked up here.

I feel like a prisoner to this inness!

It's obvious am gonna die sooner or later and I don't want my life to end sorrowfully, I want a life full if laughter, and love;i that won't happen if continue to live on the doctors instructions and I need you to understand me.

Ronnie couldn't bear seeing Jessi in such misery,he had always wanted her to be happy and safe, following the doctors instructions will keep her safe but not happy,it right now Ronnie is in the dilemma between keeping his precious jewel happy or keeping her safe.its really a tough decision.

"My darling;you know I would do anything to make you happy but I also want to keep you safe-"it's really pointless dad;we have to be realistic here,am gonna die eventually,shut up Jess!"that's enough for tonight,retire to bed and rest

Resting is not what I need now dad,I need a life.

"It's late jess- let's talk about this in the morning, good night darling.am retiring to my room.ok dad.

He was almost out of the room when he finally remembered that, have to sleep alongside Jessi tonight"Maureen;I want you to stay with my darling tonight, don't leave her all by herself and don't hesitate to call me if there's an emergency.

Ok sir!

"Good night

Ronnie couldn't get any sleep through out the night,the thought of Jessi filled her heart all through,he kept talking to himself like an insane patient."Jess is right I just have to choose between her happiness or her being safe,but why would I have to choose when I actually want both for my jewel;will that be selfish of me.

"There must really be a way to do both,she deserves to be happy and alife-its 6am,I didn't realize it's morning already I better go check up on jessi,well he moved to the her room to find both ladies still sleeping calmly,he didn't want to disturb any of them.

He calmily shut the door to avoid any noise,then back to his room.

Ronnie decided to force himself to sleep."I better get some sleep-he layed on his big soft bed and this time he dozed off.

It's morning and the first to wake up is little madam Jessica, unlike yesterday she was strong just like nothing happened, one would hardly believe that her illness is all a big joke.she went straight to Ronnie's room and woke him up with a peck on his forehead."good morning Daddy; good morning my angel replied the sleepy looking Daddy.

Well,he wasn't really surprised to see Jessica in a healthy state that morning, he's kind of use to her being like that every morning after her cardiac arrest day."I wish you would always be like this honey'.