When Maxi tried to argue, Riftan whirled around as if to say he would not hear of it.
"If I don't pull out his fangs now, he will do the same to me. I will never allow myself to be so helpless again."
He was talking about the mediation at the Earl of Loverne's estate. Maxi pressed her lips shut. Indeed, even if Riftan were to give up on his revenge, her father would never leave them in peace. She was certain the Duke of Croyso had continued plotting against her husband during her time away.
Maxi gnawed her lip, guilt washing over her. She found she could not look up at Riftan, so ashamed was she of the countless trials he had gone through because of her. Her father had made most of her life a nightmare, but it meant little to her now. If, however, he dared to taint Riftan's life with anguish as well, she would never be able to forgive him — or herself.
After silently staring at Riftan's broad back, Maxi blurted, "Did you ever think… y-you have suffered because you married me?"