Five More Minutes

Ivan finished up the half left bottle of the wine with mixed feelings.

He then carries Vivian to the bedroom and lays her down gently on the bed so as not to wake her up. After making sure that Vivian was sleeping in a comfortable position, Ivan went to take a shower.

After the shower, he lay down next to Vivian and gave her a peck on her forehead. "Good Night beautiful."

Wrapped his arms around Vivian's body and fell asleep while listening to the sounds of raindrops.

By the time Vivian was awake, which is, her eyes were still closed, it was already nine in the morning.

Vivian could feel the heavy arms wrapped around her body. She slowly opened her eyes and was faced with broad-chest. Vivian's eyes widened in shock. She was being wrapped around Ivan's big arms and their bodies were facing each other.

'Did he sleep naked like this? Oh God, why are you trying to wake the devil inside me and torture me early in the morning?'

All Vivian could hear right now was the loud pounding sounds of her heart. Her face started blushing so much that it spread to her ears.

'Oh God! I can't stay next to him any longer, or I might end up eating him alive early in the morning. And why did the shirt move up to my waist when it's supposed to stay down above my knees? I don't have anything underneath the shirt.'

Vivian sighs in relief after noticing that the quilt covered her body and the hand that wrapped around her waist was on top of the quilt and not under. She then pulled the shirt down.

She thanks the lord after noticing that Ivan didn't sleep all naked and he did wear trunk underwear.

One hand gently tried to remove the heavy hand that wrapped around her waist while the other hand pressed against her chest so that the crazily beating of her heart didn't make any sound outside of her chest.

Holding her breath. 'Please don't wake up. Please… Please… Please…"

The movements woke Ivan up. But he still kept his eyes closed.

Noticing that Vivian tries to move his hand away, he tightens his grips around Vivian's body. "Just five more minutes."

Vivian's body went stiff after hearing Ivan speak. 'He's awake this whole time? Oh God, what am I going to do now? I'm too embarrassed right now.'

And of course Ivan noticed everything even if his eyes were still closed since Vivian was laying down in his arms. "Relax. I won't do anything to you. I'm not some wild beast who gets hungry early in the morning. So don't worry, I won't eat you. I just want to stay like this for five more minutes."

Ivan fears that Vivian would be gone the moment he let her out of his arms.

He hasn't seen her for a couple of days and it already drives him insane. The thoughts of not being able to see Vivian again made him anxious.

Vivian understood what Ivan meant. Without saying and with red ripe tomato cheeks, she buried her head on Ivan's chest while closing her eyes.

'I miss this feeling and his body's warmth. Is it ok for me to stay in his arms like this? We're not dating or anything.'

"We should get up and get ready to head back."

"Mmm…. Just a few more minutes. I haven't seen you or been able to hug you for a long time. Do you know how much I miss you?"

'I feel the same way. But, we're not together. Staying in someone's arms who's not my boyfriend is kind of weird.

"It has only been barely over three weeks since we last saw each other."

Slowly opening his eyes. "I know…..But do you know how slow each day passes without you not being around? It makes me keep thinking about you and not just you, I even think about having kids together with you in the future."

"Why not now?"

"Humm?" Ivan was not sure what Vivian meant.

"Why don't you want to have kids right now? And why in the future? And I'm sure there's a bunch of women out there who want to have kids with you."

"Because you haven't accepted me yet. And they are not you. I want to have kids with you and only you. Not with other women."

"I see. So….. You're saying that you're not going to sleep with me because I haven't accepted you yet?"

"Ahum…"

"Then what about what happened between us before? Doesn't what we did mean we were making a baby?"

"That's different. We were together at that time. But now we weren't. That's why I won't do anything to you until you accept me."

Vivian was thankful to Ivan that he looks out to her and respects her.

Smirking devilishly. "Since I haven't accepted you yet, then what would you do if I want to eat you right now?"

She then looks up at Ivan as she puts her hands on his bare chest and starts moving her hand slowly downwards.

Ivan's body went stiff for a few seconds. His body started to burn. He looks down at Vivian with eyes filled with danger as he unwraps one of his arms around Vivian's body. He then grabs her hand that was stroking his bare chest. "I can't let that happen. I want to have your heart first before we do something else."

Nodding her head lightly. "I see. I understand. I get what you mean."

Vivian breaks her hand free from Ivan's grips, then puts her palm on his cheeks and caresses his lips with her thumb. Looks Ivan in the eyes and smiles seductively. "Have I ever told you that I always do the opposite of what others told me?"

She was telling the truth. She doesn't enjoy it when other people tell her what to do. She loves doing the things that others don't want. And she always gets whatever she wants.

She continued, "since you rejected my touching, your lips start to look really delicious right now."

Ivan's eyes darkened. He couldn't believe that he was being teased by a woman who's more than ten years younger than him right now when he's being serious.

With a serious face. "Hey, stop teasing me. I'm being serious right now."

It's not like he doesn't like her touches. It's just that he wants her to give her heart fully to him and not just her body.

Of course Vivian noticed the changes in his eyes. His eyes turned dangerously darkened and filled with lust. That means he's already in Vivian's palms right now.

Still smiling. "I'm not teasing you. I'm being honest. Don't you want to have a baby with me?"

Moving her hand from his face slowly downwards to his next then his arms. "The more or sooner we make a baby, the sooner we can get together…. Don't you think so?"

Even if they had sex everyday, Vivian was not worried about getting pregnant. Because she knew that she wouldn't get pregnant easily since her period never comes regularly.

Ivan's heart skipped a beat after hearing what Vivian just said. He knows that Vivian was right, but that's not what he wants. How can he get Vivian pregnant when she doesn't accept his feelings yet.

"How can you say something like that? That's the wrong thing to do when we're not officially together."

Grabbing his hand. "Isn't that what you want since you don't let me get out of the bed earlier?"

"I just want to hold you in my arms a little longer and….." The next second, his eyes widened as his body turned stiff. "You..."

While he was talking and didn't pay attention, Vivian moved his hand on her body and slid it into her shirt up to her breast and left it there. Her hand was on top of the back of Ivan's hand while Ivan's big warm hand was holding Vivian's breast.

Vivian pretended to not understand what he meant and asked innocently, "Huh? Me? What about me?"

"Sigh! When do you plan to take me or my words seriously?"

"What are you talking about? I listen to your every single word."

Ivan doesn't know what to do with Vivian. He feels like she was just playing with his feelings. But, even though he feels like that, he puts his negative emotions aside.