Let go of the past

"Chen Juan." A voice woke her up from the thoughts, she realized she was crying. She rubbed her wet cheeks before looking up towards the door.

Chen Hengyu came inside from the door and saw her standing near the window and looking outside.

After the accident, Chen Hengyu was most worried about her remembering his affair and telling everything to his wife, Fang Xin.

But luck was on his side, after waking up. She not only forgot about what happened to her and her past but she started behaving weird.

He didn't want to leave his wife, her family was still a big supporter to his family, if he divorce her, the Fang family would also withdraw the support from him and can't let that happen.

He knew he was being selfish but he was providing as a father everything he could. Yes, he didn't like his wife or never will. If she was not from a rich household and fell for him, he will never marry her.

He provided everything as a husband and a father, and was responsible to do everything for them but he can't forget himself for them.

He loved her. Yes, she is young but age is just a number, what does it have to do with love. She likes him too, then why force himself to like an old woman like his wife, who never made his heart flutter.

Isn't it her fault because of whom he had to go to another woman. If she is young and attractive like his girl, would he need to go for another woman? No it was her fault for not seducing and attracting him.

"Yes?" Wan Xieran looked at him confusingly.

Her words wake up from his thought,"I talked with Zheng Yuhan, he said we can take you home but you need to be on complete bed rest." He patted her back, taking her back to her bed as he spoke about.

He was trying to be normal as much as he could.

Wan Xieran didn't respond back, she just nodded to his word, before laying down and the bed. She was trying to show a calm nature from outside but inside guilt was killing her.

Guilt of being selfish, taking someone live for her selfish reason. What can she do? Even if she doesn't take Chen Juan's life, can she go back to her own life? She had no ways, she didn't have any clue how or why she came here and how to go back.

Chen Hengyu was a bit suspicious of her weird behavior, Chen Juan was not a silent one. She was free spirit, even if she didn't remember the thing, she was still weird.

As if she was a completely different person, the free spirit Chen Juan was somewhere gone. Her daughter was a wild one like an untamed horse, she doesn't care about others opinion, if she wants she wants, she will be blunt with her talk not a silent one hiding her thoughts to herself.

The person in front of him right now is definitely not his daughter. Who was she? What happened after the accident?

"Honey," Just then a female voice echoed in the room. Chen Hengyu looked towards the direction his voice came. It was Fang Xin, with a lunchbox in her hand.

She came with a meek smile on her face like always. She put the lunchbox on the bedside table. Wan Xieran looked up and seeing her, she sat up straight on the bed.

She stayed silent but her eyes said what she went.

Those black eyes of her, like a black diamond shining like a star in a dark galaxy. If you look at them, you will be driven into the depth of it.

Her mother's eyes. They are greeting him but somewhere it was not shining like a star anymore, she felt hollow in those eyes. She was sure having some trouble but unlike before she was trying to be silent, keeping to herself.

Fang Xin didn't say anything about it, she just acted as if she noticed nothing. She looked towards Chen Hengyu, a slight smile, "When did you come?" She questioned in a loving and caring tone,"If I knew you would be here, I would have brought your lunch too." She continued unpacking the lunchbox she packed for Chen Juan.

"I just came to talk with the doctor. I need to go back to work, no need to worry, I have a business meeting and I will have lunch there." Chen Hengyu responded to her in a sweet accent.

Anyone would believe he was caring husband and father to his family but if they know how rotten he was from inside, they will feel disgusted with his sweet and loving act.

Chen Hengyu patted Wan Xieran's head, she didn't reply anything except a slight smile on her lips.

He kissed Fang Xin on her temple before leaving the room,"Take care." Fang Xin farewelled him with a big smile and waved her hand.

He plastered a smile on his face and acted lovey and dovey with her but inside he felt disgusted. Even now she acted like a small kid, but still didn't know how to satisfy his needs. A foolish woman like her will never be able to captivate his heart, if it was not for the backing her family had, he may not even look at her.

He cringed his face getting out of her room, his skin was folded making some wrinkles as he cringed.

"Idiot woman." He commented before leaving, he didn't look back once.

After Chen Hengyu left the room, Fang Xin sighed softly. She opened the box and placed it in front of her.

"What is it?" She questioned Wan Xieran directly.

"Huh?" Wan Xieran peeked her head up on hearing the question. She looked at Fang Xin's face, she was surprisingly calm.

"Chen Juan…" Fang Xin finally made eye contact with her but paused for a second and took a deep breath and continued,"forget what you saw in the past if you remember. Past is past, never hold on to it; you will be the only to get hurt." She stated before turning her face away from her.

Fang Xin didn't have a courage to face her own daughter anymore, a tear fell from her eyes. Before Wan Xieran would notice her, she rubbed it off and tried to smile looking back at her.

Wan Xieran was confused hearing her words, 'let go of the past?' What did she mean?