moving too fast

It turned out Noah hadn't grown some super power and still needed air in his lungs. Zamir was left breathless and was panting like a bitch in heat by the time their lips parted.

When he managed to find his voice, he said "s_stop, we both need to go to work?" his voice sounded croaky in his ears

"what are you talking about?" Noah murmured into Zamir's ear and bit down on it, earning a yelp from him

"what do you mean what am i talking about? Zamir cried. He managed to revive his jellied bones and grabbed a handful of Noah's hair, pulling his head out of the crook of his neck.

If this continued,he couldn't trust his body to not give in into the lustful desires and that was if they don't end up fighting because of it again.Moreover he had already skipped work for two days now so he had to show up, even though the company was his.

"your delivery job sir" Zamir drawled and rolled his eyes "you'll be late"

Noah grunted "weren't you nagging to quit yesterday" he said and made to lower his head for a kiss but Zamir pushed his face away before managing to worm his way out of under Noah.

He made sure to put a decent distance between them and swallowed nervously when he saw the way Noah eyes darkened. Before his action will lead to another fight, he quickly spoke up "... before you get angry, I did that because I wanted to understand what you meant" he blurted out breathing heavily.

"you wanted me to quit and I did, what's hard to understand" Noah answered slowly, his eyes pinned on Zamir.

"is your boss aware of this?" Zamir asked

"I called him last night... while you went to get some groceries for dinner I think" Noah answered flatly as if he was bored with this conversation and it was a bother for him as he opened spoke with his mouth but his watchful eyes did not soften neither did it move from his prey.

"oh, I don't want to__"

"you're not happy?"

"I_i am but I don't want your boss to__"

"he's pissed but he'll be fine besides I've still got my other job... come here" Noah said and stretched out his hand towards Zamir

"I have to get to work, you know I've __"

"come here" Noah cut in firmly,his hand still stretched out.

Zamir sighed and walked slowly towards Noah, he placed his hand in the outstretched one and was pulled in for a hug.

"you'll still have my back like you promised right or was that said in the heat of the moment?"

"ofcourse I'll have your back... always" Zamir said and landed a light punch on the hard chest his head layed on.

"that's reassuring" Noah sighed "now how about a kiss on the lips to sweeten our deal"

Zamir blushed as he lifted his head up. Now was not the time for his pride, his emotions had suffered enough in just a matter of two days and they needed some soothing.

He placed a light kiss on Noah's lips and pulled away but his head was grabbed and Noah's lips smashed against his, claiming it in a possessive kiss.

He was made to straddle Noah in his sitting position without the kiss breaking. He moaned softly into the kiss as Noah's hands ran wild all over his body until they cupped his behind before squeezing them roughly.

Those naughty hands however, did not stop there. they found their way forward and began to unbuckle Zamir's belt, the clinking sound was what woke Zamir up from his daze "hey..." he started and grabbed Noah's hands

"....*sigh."

[this was becoming tedious]Noah thought and rested his back against the chair and looked at the perfectly messed up tomato straddling him

"what is it now?" he drawled after a long silence

Zamir hesitated "we're moving too fast" he said although contrary to what he was currently feeling.

Noah sighed again "tell me exactly what the problem is, you didn't have a problem with this last night"

"..."

Zamir set his lips in a thin line. How could he say that it was his first time and the thoughts of doing it, although excites him but it also terrifies him. moreover he still had trust issues, there's always this voice at the back of his mind telling him that once Noah had his way, he would be dumped, afterall he didn't use to be gay..."

"you don't trust me?" Noah's words sliced through his thoughts

Zamir bit his lips and looked away.

"okay" Noah said again

Zamir began to worry, were they going to fight again?. should he just give in?,... well he didn't want another fight, not when they just settled one this morning.

"we'll do this when you have trusted me enough, okay?". He placed another gentle kiss on Zamir's forehead and chuckled when Zamir sigh in relief.

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Zamir continued to toy with Noah's shirt button as he lay beside him on the couch. Although his nerves were jittery, he tried to remain composed and pretended that he couldn't feel the little master that was poking him below.

He was being punished he knew because Noah remained unmoved despite all his pleas to let him go. what's worse?, his own body was running wild on its own.

"why are you so restless, you keep sending the wrong message to my little brother, he's excited!" Noah stated grimly in his ear "stay still"

Zamir bit his lower lip.he couldn't take it anymore "but it's so uncomfortable here" he whined and gently placed Noah's hand on his own frustrated groin.

Noah's eyes flew open and looked at where his hand was touching, he squeezed it roughly and smiled when he heard Zamir groan out "do you want me to help you with it?" he asked nibbling on Zamir's ear

"we'll stop when you get to your limit" he added seductively and squeezed again

"y_yes... okay" Zamir panted and they hadn't even started.