reconsideration?

I had gone through life everyday , being the perfect girl there can be ...I do everything according to what everyone wants and honestly I was happy I had my life written out for me , I didn't have to make decisions for myself and then first Raymond started destroying whatever I had built in my life till then

But I handled it , I figured that I could go through life with that one mistake and never make it again and I was going to walk into school the following day with my head held high , happy and cheerful as ever but then the accident happened , before I could do anything  .

EVERYTHING CHANGED and I couldn't be that girl anymore....no more real smiles ...no more perfect attendance ....no more anything. I lost my path , I didn't know what to do at all.

But then why is it that when I saw talon today for a moment that all slipped away , why did it feel like I was that girl with the rich parents, straight A's and top of the line universities scouting for her . Why did everything seem put back together again.

I won't do it again though , I should get to know him first , but I know better than to make the same mistake as I did with Raymond again. Cause I just can feel it , I won't be able to stop myself from being attracted to him if I don't .

I-- " soph?  , Did you hear even a thing we said" "you alright?" ..I get shaken out of my thoughts and look at my two friends sitting in front of me in the school cafeteria .

"Sorry" I say with a fake smile forming up on face " just troubled about how I am going to get all the torturous scheme of mr.Dorsy who is hell bent on giving me a year's work for missing classes " I am lying through my teeth here... hopefully they don't realise that.

"Really?...that old git can't give even his favourite student a pass for being absent from class just for two weeks " Tammy says ...  I laugh and say " no, that 'git' just gave me a lecture and told me to give my work by Tomorrow or else.."

"Bet you finally wanted to go all Darko on him for it "dar dar said referring to my sudden impulses to shout and break everything by letting my anger get in the way. It doesn't happen a lot but when it did , let's just say my parents had to come to the school and pull me away from the person who irritated me .

I fake a sigh and " ah ..I wish I could but that person is the only one between me and my dream to go to MIT"

"You want to go to MIT?" Ughhh... What is he doing here...I avoided him like the plague all day and now the great Talon has decided to trouble me here.

Although he is the very person who screams danger to me ...I can't help but feel better just by him being here...should I reconsider my resolution already?

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