Chapter1: In the beginning

I was 16 when I met my true first love, he was tall, light, and handsome. He was what every girl wanted but could never have, he was all I thought about every day. There was never a moments that I wasn't thinking of him he was my everything, he was my muse, my real life fairytale. When we first started dating, it's was like heaven. We went on dates, we just enjoyed each other's company. I was in love with him, he was my heart, my joy, but I guess everything happens for a reason, right? We were together for almost two years, but everything changed one day when he told me that he had only wanted me for my body nothing else. I was shocked and hurt, he was supposed to be my one, my happy ending, but I guess not. I was furious I felt betrayed, I felt lied to because he told me that he loved me. He said that he was always going to be there for me, he said that he was going to marry me one day. But I guess that was just all a part of his plan and I hate that I feel for it. I fell head first into his twisted trap and I hate, hate, hate that I did. Why did I have to fall so hard so fast, why didn't I see that he wasn't what I needed. Why is he constantly in my head.