TO YOU, MATILDA.

I have wandered for so long, I have harnessed the wind, fought against waves, survived cruel and dangerous path to find him. The man whom I want to meet, the man who I want to near him, the man … whom I want to kill.

I was 11 years old when it all happened. Everything seems to just reminiscence me. My past, My lie back then, My worst nightmare. Even the darkest of men may have not experienced my life back there. the more I just think the more I fuel up my vengeance towards him. Just to kill him. It's been 15 years, fifteen years of hatred. I lost track of time in search for vengeance. I have travelled high mountains, deserted island, Inhabitant caves and temples. In the way of path, my life lights path on me to seek meaning out of it. I may have had a bad back story, but the paths I took on in the name of revenge made me caution to not make any more vengeance on anyone. I found friends that saw through me. I found my love that understood my purpose. All the people who welcomed me to their place I found a family for myself. I started to understand there is life beyond badness, light after darkness, peace after a violent storm and of course a beautiful story after a sad and depressing story.

But what if it was for the good of my own but not the people who is still getting harnessed by the wind, forgotten in the dessert, left unheeded to death? Is this what life wants? to forget everything and live a new (or) Remember everything and help the people that is becoming you? One way I may live but die inside with regret, the other way I will surely die in the path of my vengeance, but I may at least die with m heartfulness. The sound, the cries, the horror between people, the sceneries they imagine if they ought to obey the orders … those nightmares in their eyes... that tells thousands of stories before they even speak. All because of what? Because of him. The Unspeakable, The Dare to look up, The man with the RED RUBY RING. The lives of the people are always haunted. they even dare to look at the RED RUBY RING he wears. The fact remains that the last person saw it and gets killed for looking up. It now has become a legend tale and now everybody names him THE RING MAN. My story resides into two ides of the coin now. I have an easy option that now I can have a new life (or) back to that life, My life, MY OWN LIFE…

Yes, I have decided I am going to kill him no matter what. I can still have my friends, my family, my love in the same place once I wipe out the dirt out of it. Yes, it would be paradise, it would be freedom. it is peace. We live in a society that fights to sustain silence, goes to war in the name of peace, dies in search of freedom. I will create a paradise, I will sustain peace, I will make such a place. For me, for my people, for the generations up to come.

For the past 6-7 years I have formed alliances from various parts of the country for my cause. The Freedom to my righteousness war towards them. I May not come back alive in this war, but I will promise you this, When the war ends it is either peace (or) an outburst of a huge national war against itself.

I have to say my last goodbyes to my friend's wo helped me on my way to fight my cause, I want to do so much for my family I have had back there. They were my eyes and ears while I was with them. They were my gods who kept me alive for the past few years. I must do so much, but I have no time. This time its judgement time, its justice time. But I have many things undone, I must cherish so many more moments with these people and of course you … I am leaving all that to you Matilda, my wife, you are the only soul purpose I was still alive thee many years. Matilda, I finish you this letter by saying my last goodbye. Take care of our family. There are my friends who will still be there for you. I will come back for you as I always promised. I could have come said to you this in personal but, Whenever I see you my heart longs for you … my soul devotes to give all of me, to all of you… I need to stay with you for all long-lasting years to come.

But I cannot.

This Evil root branches its roots and there will be increasingly of horrors to come. Today this root is diversely branched in my homeland. Tomorrow yours … next? It will be the world. I will not let such a cause. I am not doing this for my own revenge. The revenge story of mine got lost in the track of path by hearing all the suffering, all the hatred, all the anger of people who escaped from the nightmare and who are still living in it. Now I am full of vengeance of every single person that faced this cruel reality back there.

I will be alright, I will win the cause, I will come back …To you.

I will save each and every one...

With every revenge story there is answers that should come up.

With every love story there is a sacrifice to hold up

"JUST REMEMBER ,

LOOK UP THE SKY

I AM ALWAYS WITH YOU…

FOREVER AND EVER "

TO YOU, ALWAYS LOVING V