The Ending

"Jhean you should start growing up!" napairap naman ako ng marinig nanaman ang seremonyad ng nanay ko

"look yung mga classmate mo dati may anak na ngayon! ikaw! ikaw na bata ka! maiutsura naman ka naman! pero bakit kahit boyfriend wala kang inuuwi dito!? ano? plano mong tumandang dalaga!?" yep you read it right. We are always fighting about this issue.

"ma I'm just 19 kaka 19 ko lang three months ago dalaga lang hindi matandang dalaga, I still have lot of years to find one" napapabuntong hiningang sabi ko na ikinailing nya sabay turo sa pader sa kwarto ko

aw yes I forgot to tell you na nandito kami sa kwarto ko

"tignan mo yan! yang mga bakla na yan! wala kang pag asa dyan bukod sa di ka kilala nyan, bakla din yang mga yan!" napa busangot naman ako lagi na lang nadadamay yung mga asawa ko dito *pout*

"oo na ma! I'll ask my friend to set me some blind dates" napabuntong hiningang sabi ko

"nanaman! hindi kanaman nakikipag date! gumagala ka lang naman!" napangiwi naman ako sa sinabi nya kasi tama nga naman sya sa part na yun

Pero ano bang magagawa ko? I'm just a simple woman who fall inlove with 21 guys *pout*

kagaya ng dati lumabas na inis na inis ang maganda kong mama. Maganda yun kasi sabi nila magkamukha daw kami kaya maganda yun kasi maganda ako kekekekeke

napatingin naman ako sa posters ko na dinuro duro ni mama kanina

"Straykids, Exo mga asawa ko, Im so sorry nadamay nanaman kayo sa away namin mama don't worry matatanggap din nya kayo

*ding dong* i looked at my phone as it flashed and a message pop out

📬

Aaaaaababoy

Jhean let's grab some food and fresh airs

read 10:22 am

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Ok

sent 10:22 am

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I put my phone down and get myself ready

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"hahahaha ang arte mo kasi! wala ng true love sa panahon ngayon duh" natatawang sabi ng kaibigan ko she is Marie Joy Escalan she is first year college so do I, I am Computer Science student while she's at Bussiness dept

"love? so you don't love josh?" I smirked as I take a sip at my Iced choco

she rolled her eyes

" he's a psycho" I bet they argue with something again

even she kept denying her feelings for her boyfriend I can still see how they loved each other.

Eyes can't lie

love...

what is love?

tinignan ko ng maigi ang mukha ng kaibigan ko while she's throwing some tantrums about her boyfriend josh

her eyes are glowing her brown eyes lightened and unsteady

her lips didn't stop from moving like she doesn't need the brain to function cause she already know everything

her cheeks is slightly pink that can't be blamed at make up cause she doesn't wear it now nor the hot atmosphere because we are at coffee shop

not even the one she drank cause its milktea

she kept saying badwords about her boyfriend yet she looked happy while talking about him

I sighed

does it really feel good?

to be held by someone you love?

that even thinking something bad about him make you flutter?

I never been in a relationship

it's not like I hate boys or no one's like me

it's because I feel hollowed

and I hate that

they said only true love can make you free

but what is true love?

I already read a lot of romance and watched a lot of drama, but I'm still confused

"aaww" daing ko ng may pumitik sa noo ko

"what's the problem?" she worriedly ask

I smile and shake my head

"nothing I'm just thinking how I can flew to Korea without telling my parents " then I laughed

"Oh gosh your still pursuing your dream about being an artist?" she asked

and I nodded

" I'm actually planning to hire one of those men I dated to pretend we fall inlove I am pregnant and he's planning to take me somewhere far" I share

"you... you really is something" she said as she slowly shaking her head at both disbelief and amused by what I said and I am da*n serious about this one

"walang kikilos holdap to!" rinig kong sigaw ng kung sino and before ako makapag react may humablot na sakin at hineadblock ako while pointing something at my head then dragged me somewhere

"jack! pag usapan natin to!" sigaw ng isang empleyado sa shop na mukhang manager base sa uniform na suot nya

pipiglas sana ako ng may mainit na pumatak sa balikat ko kaya mabilis akong napatingin sa kuya na jack siguro ang pangala he is around 20s to 30s

he looked manly yet he is crying

a holdaper is crying

So this is how it feel to see a man crying

sabi nila hindi madaling paiyakin ang lalake but once they cried it means they are at pain a pain no one can understand

"ikaw manager Wen! wala naman akong ginawa pero bakit ginaganito mo ako!? dahil ba mahirap ako!? nag silbi ako sayo! sa inyo! pero hindi nyo na nga ako sinasahuran ng tama pinagbintangan at pinakulong mo pa ako! ng dahil sayo... ng dahil sayo NAMATAY ANG ANAK KO!!!!" napadaing ako ng dumiin ang pag kakatutok ny ng baril sa sintido ko at humigpit ang pagkaka sakal nya sakin

A tears fall from my eyes kasi nadadala na ako sa sinasabi ng Jack na ito

"Jack pagusapan natin to ibaba mo ang bata at wala syang kasalanan dito, inosente sya" sabi nung manager

wait? bata? mukha ba kong bata!?!?

pede ko bang kunin yung baril? babarilin ko lang yung manager -_-

"inosente!? bakit yung anak ko!? inosente din yung anak ko!! inosente din sya!!!"

"Jack huminahon ka! yung anak mo, hindi sya matutuwa pag nalaman nyang nag kakaganito ka dahil sa kanya" pag pagpapahinahon ng manager na ikinairap ko sa isip ko

"pano mo nalaman!? nakakausap mo ba sya!? nakaka usap mo ba yung anak ko!?" sigaw nung jack

"oo nakausap ko sya andyan sya sa tabi mo wag ka na daw malungkot" ani ng manager

napakunot naman ang noo ko bago nanindig ang balahibo ko

multo? o ginogoyo lang ng bwisit na to si kuyang Jack? patawa ba sya? wala lang sa katinuan ang maniniwala dun

"anak... asan ka anak... miss kana ni dada" ani ng Jack na nakapag patindig sa balahibo ko

hindi ko alam kung ano ang irereact

nakatingin lang ako sa pinto kasi nag p-process padin lahat sa utak ko kung anong nang yayare ng may pumasok na mga nurse at doctor

"niloloko nyo lang ako! niloko nyo nanaman ako!!" galit na sabi nung Jack bago pako maka react nakarinig na ko ng putok ng baril

"hahaha anak hahaha anak ko" Jack crazily said while I feel numbed I don't feel anything but I saw how my vision moved as if I'm falling

the doctor run toward us until I can't see anything but black

"JHEAAAAN!! JHEEAAN OMG" I heard Marie cried

what happened?

am I dead?

but I'm still Virgin waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh

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'It's just starting my lady'

I heard a voice as I fully loss my consciousness