DUMBFOUNDED (JACK'S POV)

I stormed out of the classroom, furious. Charlotte has no right to speak to me in that manner; who does she think she is? Without our friendship, I would have become even more enraged with her and insulted her as she deserved. I was just venting about Haru. Because they are my friends, my best friends. I'm envious of Haru; he's attractive and attracts a lot of attention from people and most especially girls. Anyone will be envious. I sometimes wish he hadn't come to this school because every girl I ask out always says *I'm sorry, I like someone else, and that's Haru. I'm sorry* It's annoying to hear those things from them. It makes me feel inadequate because Haru excels in academics while I am a mediocre student. He's so good at everything that even I can't beat him in sports. He's got everything a lady looks for in a man. That's why it irritates me; I wish I was wealthy, handsome, or even beautiful like him. If that's the right word. He's so good at everything that it makes me sick. I used to be almost the second most attractive and sexiest guy in this school. But, as soon as he arrived, everything changed and when I walk by people, they are always talking about Haru and don't notice me or the girls trying to get my phone number. I felt as if I were invisible.

      This Sucks.

I sighed as I walked down the hall, looking at my wristwatch and seeing that it wasn't even time for class. I was about to go outside for some fresh air when I realized I wasn't even holding my phone. So I turned around and began walking back to class to get my phone.

I was getting close when I noticed Haru in front of the class and some girls nearby giggling. He's arrived once more. Attention deficiency. I pondered.

Then I noticed Johan exiting the classroom and began following him. What were those two up to? I was curious about what kind of friends they were, so I followed them. I've been noticing Haru and Johan giving each other strange looks over the last few days. Even when Haru left the room, Johan was still there, in my house. It appeared suspicious because he stayed there for so long after entering with Johan. I'm curious what's going on here; are they seeing or searching for something secret that they're not telling anyone about? I continued to follow them.

They were soon entering the science lab. What are they doing in the science lab and we don't even have it's subject today? So I got close to the door as soon as they got inside and closed and even locked it. How could I possibly see them now? I was suddenly hearing voices inside, so I leaned my ear against the door to listen, and then I heard.

    "Haru, what do you want?' That was Johan talking and what's going on between them.

    "Have you thought about my offer,' Haru said. What offer are they talking about, or is Haru blackmailing Johan or something?

     "It's only a day left and you're already like this,' Johan said.

     "Well, I miss you?' Haru said.

    "I don't think I'll be able to pull this off, Haru. I don't want to hurt my girlfriend because she is...'

      "I didn't say you should break up with her. You can still date her if you want, and I won't mind. Johan. I told you before, I don't care, and she doesn't have to know about it anyway?' Haru stated this. What doesn't she need to know, and what does he mean by hurting Charlotte? Does he want Johan to cheat on her and possibly introduce him to more girls?

      "Haru?

      "Come on, I'll keep your secret as long as you don't tell anyone about us. Do you have any reservations?' Then,I heard Haru, laughing.

     "Us. I never said, there was us.' Johan stated his case.

      "There is us. There, you have it, Johan. I can tell you want me, but you're afraid of people discovering it and you don't want to admit it and accept it, Johan,' Haru said.

Accept what. What does Johan want him to mean? What is going on here?

      "Just shut up. You have no idea how it feels or if it's so good and easy. Why don't you tell the world who you really are?' Johan demanded.

      "I love who I am, Johan. And I don't regret it or despise it. I didn't ask for this, being this way, and if you don't want anyone to know. I accept that, but can you do it secretly and explore it?' Haru asked.

      "Haru," Johan's voice came to a halt. It was silent, and then I started hearing moans, and I wondered if there was a girl inside or not.

I wish I could see them. Haru's name came to me out of nowhere and it was Johan's voice. 

I looked down at my feet and then noticed a small hole in the door, which was a relief because I could now see them. But I was taken aback by what I saw, and never in my wildest dreams did I imagine Johan and Haru kissing. Oh my God, I felt my strength leave my body; it was exhausting, and I was still in shock when I noticed Haru touching Johan's crotch and Johan lolling his head back against the wall while Haru kissed his neck. This is too much for me, so I backed away from the hole and the door, my back slamming against the wall. Johan was gay, but he never told me, and neither did Haru. This is insane, this is so disgusting that I got up and walked away. I was completely engrossed in my thoughts.

Surprisingly, I kept walking. My best friend is gay, which he kept from me, and he's dating Charlotte as well. What the hell is wrong with Johan? If he was gay, why didn't he tell me? I'm disgusted. Haru was also one of them. That means he never liked ladies, but I saw him kissing a girl in the toilet a few days ago, and now he's kissing Haru. How could this be happening? Haru must be bisexual, meaning he is attracted to both men and women. 

   This is really insane.