Tw: sh mentioned of suic*de When you find me

Here I am 

Back again 

I'm sitting in the shower 

The water rained on against me 

My eyes are puffy 

And I'm tired 

I'm gonna do it 

It over something stupid 

Feelings this time 

And there caused by me 

My own head 

Wants to kill itself 

It screams at me to hurt 

And so I do 

And I will over 

And over 

And over 

No matter what I do 

I'm hurting 

My arms are gonna be puffy 

And I'm sorry 

Oh I'm sorry 

I'm weak 

And I feel like a burden 

I feel so bad 

And I don't know why 

I'm an object 

And I bring pain over time 

I'm sorry 

I'm sorry 

My eyes are puffy 

And my arms are red 

Next time you see me 

I'll be dead