Dream

Feng Xinyao was stunned. Aren't they very loving?

Feng Xinyao began to have random thoughts. Her eyes swept over Kang Qin's body, and she didn't even care when the beef in the pot was snatched away. Could it be that this loving couple is only superficial, but secretly their marriage is full of holes.

She felt a little embarrassed. She had never comforted people whose relationships were not going well, nor had she reconciled couples whose marriages were not going well. She thought impulsively that if this matter was put on the Internet, netizens would definitely try to persuade her to break up rather than reconcile. Should she follow the trend and persuade her friend to divorce?

Then she wondered if Kang Qin's mother-in-law would come to Kang Qin's house and pulled all her hair out if she got divorced.

Feng Xinyao shuddered and asked her tentatively "Do you still have chance to continue?"

Kang Qin looked at her in horror: "You still want to continue eating?"

The two of them were silent for a while, obviously they were not on the same page.

Feng Xinyao thought about it and asked her, "Is there a problem in your marriage?"

Kang Qin pulled out a paper towel to wipe the red oil on her mouth, feeling that there was something wrong. Lao Huang was on vacation recently, and he couldn't use up all his energy at night, tossing her to death. Fortunately, she had prepared enough condoms, otherwise she would definitely have a second child.

"You don't even dare to go crazy in front of him, what kind of love is that?" Feng Xinyao sneered at her, grabbed a piece of beef, and poked the oil bowl hatefully.

This world is really full of droughts and floods. Everyone around her is getting married and having children, but she is the only one who is still a single.

Others asked her why she didn't get married. What could she say? Was it because she didn't want to? It was because God didn't give her a chance!

If God wanted her to fall in love, she would try, but she had not meet a reliable man so far!

She cursed countless times in her heart, but still feel that food makes her happy more.

Kang Qin was calm and said, "Yaoyao, if you want to maintain the love between husband and wife, you must hide something. There are some things that your husband cannot see. For example, when I want to go crazy, I come to harass you."

Feng Xinyao wondered why Kang Qin would come to her if she wants to go crazy. Could it be that she seemed to be mentally ill?

Kang Qin said, "You are the only one who has a tight lip mouth and will not tell my secrets."

Feng Xinyao didn't think that was the case, but Kang Qin joked and changed the subject, she said, "You are old enough that even if you didn't get married, then you should find a man to fall in love with, sleep with, and have a sex life with."

Feng Xinyao marveled at her open-mindedness. Are all married women like this? Kang Qin emphasized that she is a girl, a single girl.

What happened with the old mentality?

"The mentality of old people is the same as that of the clay statues of Bodhisattvas in the temple. If you have no desires or pursuits, what fun is there in living? If people lose their emotions and desires, the social economy will not develop as well, and everyone will have no children."

So in order to maintain a young mentality, Kang Qin advised Feng Xinyao to look for a man.

Feng Xinyao didn't understand what this had to do with having fun. Kang Qin said that finding a man was fine, but the important thing was that the desire and joy of love would inspire people's yearning for life.

Kang Qin believes that sexual desire and appetite are the most primitive driving forces of human beings, and nothing should be missing.

"Can't you eat anymore? Food is easy to get, and it's easier to be satisfied with food."

Kang Qin gave her a roll of the eyes: "You will gain weight if you eat too much, and you will also lose weight if you have sex. It's a win-win situation."

Feng Xinyao marveled at Kang Qin's change, saying that Lao Huang is indeed Lao Huang, Being worthy of this surname has actually infected her like this.

Kang Qin laughed loudly and said that he was Lao Huang's leader. Her expression was meaningful, like a vixen who specializes in absorbing men's masculinity.

Feng Xinyao wondered what caused such a big change in her. She was obviously very conservative a few years ago.

Kang Qin talked about one of her patients. Because she suppressed her desires and lived without desires, she committed suicide in the end and was sent to the hospital by her family for treatment.

"The girl was only in her twenties, and she spent the first half of her life following her parents' requirements. From elementary school to university, even what major to choose and what kind of boyfriend to choose are all decided by parents."

"Her parents said it was for her own good, and from an objective point of view, the things she chose seemed to be right. However, the girl suffered from hollow heart disease, had no desire for herself, and was not interested in anything."

Feng Xinyao paused and shook her head with a smile. Anyone who has been beaten by society knows how lucky it is to have parents who can pave the way for you.

Kang Qin said that she originally thought so, but after talking to the girl, she discovered a terrible fact, that is, if people's own desires are suppressed and cannot be satisfied, they will lose themselves and gradually become hopeless.

"The girl doesn't like the major her parents chose for her or the blind date they introduced, but her parents won't ask her opinion. Their choice was not bad. They chose to major in secondary teaching, graduated as a teacher, and then introduced her to a civil servant boyfriend who worked in the court. He was good-looking and his family was rich."

"But..."

"The girl still got sick and couldn't control herself. I treated her for a period of time and determined that her illness was caused by self-deprivation."

"I'm telling you, if you don't have anything else to do next, you might as well fall in love and explore yourself. Maybe you will make new discoveries in your life."

"Can't you do other things instead of falling in love?"

"Didn't I already told you? Love is a primitive desire, and it is also a desire that is easily accessible to people."

Feng Xinyao laughed at her occupational disease and said that she had no idea about relationships. When the general environment is not good, some people will sacrifice themselves and stop marriage and childbearing.

Kang Qin laughed at her because she had seen too much of the animal world, and asking her to fall in love was not asking her to get married. Love is desire and happiness, marriage is responsibility and trouble. Just fall in love, not necessarily get married.

The two of them didn't talk about anything else and continued to talk nonsense. After finishing the meal, Kang Qin didn't leave and went directly to her house to stay overnight. She also said that she had drunk beer and could not drive.

Feng Xinyao advised her to call a driver. How could a married woman not go home at night?

Kang Qin said that she would not be able to rest even if she went back, and Lao Huang would torture her to death. He had researched a lot of new tricks recently.

Feng Xinyao thought of Brother Qiang again and wanted to bury the two of them separately.

When Grandma Feng saw her granddaughter coming back with a drunk Kang Qin, she threw something in a panic.

Feng Xinyao smelled the smell of smoke when she entered the house.

"Why haven't you quit smoking?"

Grandma Feng was exposed. While helping Kang Qin to the room, she said calmly: "I'm already old and I still have a few days to live. What's wrong with smoking two cigarettes?"

Feng Xinyao looked at her and suddenly remembered Kang Qin's words. People can't suppress their desires for too long. If you want to do something, you have to do it quickly. This desire is the driving force that supports people to live.

Looking at Grandma Feng, who was very old but still full of energy, her hair was grey, she smoked and drank.

Feng Xinyao suddenly felt that she was an old immortal who had no desires and desires and was about to die.

She was lying on the bed, staring at the grey ceiling above her head, thoughtfully, what did she want to do most now?

As she looked at the grey ceiling her eyelids became heavy as she kept staring at it, and she fell asleep.

In the dream, she dreamed that she returned to her house, opened the door and saw a shirtless man who had just come out of the bathroom. He had a white bathrobe around his waist and a towel in his hand to wipe his dripping hair.