Chapter 57- Is not a fairytale

*Kat’s Pov

I waited the whole night for him to come back.

I knew that he wouldn’t come back. But when has my heart ever listened to what my brain has to say?

Even when my brain told me to snap out of it, my whole body listened to what my heart said as a mantra.

He will come back. He loves me. He will come back. He loves me.

And somehow, I slept at some hour, as my eyes became heavy from all the crying.

When I woke up, the first thing I did was to check Ryder’s bedroom. Yup his bedroom and never our anymore. But of course, had no signs that anyone had slept in it. I leaned on the door as I was reminiscing the time we had together.

The laughter. The love and desire in his eyes when seeing me dance around just in towel. How I had took care of him when he was sick.