Too far gone

Beau 

This decision was not easy but now I know that it is something I have to do. I know this is something that Lanis wants me to do. He doesn't want to take the chance of Fallon coming back and hurting us. 

This is the best thing to do. I know it but at the same time, there is a pain in my chest. One that I have been feeling since last night. 

I want to do this but at the same time, I am conflicted. 

I go to the dungeons. The place where he is being kept. I see him through the cage. Having a prison in the community wasn't something that always happened. This is new and I guess it comes with my rein. I don't want to just condemn people, I want them to atone for their sins and maybe that is what I wanted to do with Fallon. 

I keep wishing he would have remorse, regret the things he did. From the way he is, I don't think that will ever happen. 

Regret is not something that he will ever associate with.