Chapter Six: "Sweet Nothing"

Kalen's Point of View

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I was enjoying my deep slumber when a sudden and hard slap came down onto my shoulder. I automatically woke up and was right into Alpha mood. I looked around pissed that someone had smacked me and my eyes landed on Emilia who glared daggers at me. I looked at her and said "why the fuck did you hit your alpha!?" she looked at me and snapped back "why the fuck am I wearing your damn shit!?" I looked down at her and realize oh yea she still is in my shirt. I looked back at her eyes and said "I asked you first, you have to answer your alpha." she scoffed and said something under her breath that she thought I wouldn't hear.

I looked at her and said "repeat what you just said now!" she rolled her beautiful emerald green eyes and said "I said so much of an alpha you are if you let your own omega get abused." I knew that I probably shouldn't have said this but I'm too pissed off at this point to control whatever comes out of my stupid mouth. I looked at her and said "You fucking deserve every ounce of abuse you get." I slapped my hands over my mouth after the last bit left my lips and she looked at me with pure hatred and sadness as she screamed "GET THE HELL OUT!"

I could hear Ace yelling at me for fucking this all up and for not watching my mouth but I'm too pissed off. I got up and stormed out of the room grumbling shit under my breath. I walked out of the clinic and found Abby one of the pack sluts and I kissed her harshly. I was blocking out cojo as I pulled Abby into the alpha suite and stripped her and myself. I needed to forget about what my dumb ass just did and yet here I am doing even dumber shit...

-Switching POV-

Emilia's point of view.

I couldn't move or think after he said I deserved all the abuse I get. I imprinted on him, Kaya imprinted on him. Tears began to fill my eyes but they didn't fall. I sat staring at the blank white wall dwelling on what he had just said. It kept repeating like a broken record in my mind and it made me feel ever more numb. I got up out of bed and yanked all of the IV's out and walked out of the clinic. I was beyond numb so I didn't care about the blood running down my arm, or the fact that I walked over broken glass. I couldn't feel anything and I couldn't hear anything as my mind blocked out everything else around me.

I walked past the pack and out into the woods. I just kept walking, not looking back nor forwards just walking. It all was a blur as I walked and got to the edge of our pack territory. I finally was so tired that I just collapsed right there. I must have been walking for five hours as it was already night time. I blocked out everyone in my pack, I blocked out my own wolf. They only thing that I could hear was my own thoughts and my heart beating. I sat under a giant tree and just closed my eyes letting sweet nothing close in...