chapter 1

Isn't it scary how people can be so deceiving and manipulative?...You thought they were your friends with pure intention towards you... but turns out they were your enemy.

How your family manipulate you to be a good and submissive child that leads to childhood trauma. How your lover manage you tells you they love you and only you but turns out it wasn't just you. And look how ironic people tells you such flowery words but then stab you behind your back...

Now i may ask, how cruel people is to make such pure heart bleed and stained it with traumas. How could they ruin the the child's innocent life. how cruel could a person be, to stimulate pain for such pure soul.

- NIGHT 1 -

Typical night in Scotland the heavy rain stopped and there goes this man in black standing in the dark alley patiently waiting for someone, he leaned on the wall, putting his hands into his pocket only to retrieve with a pack of cigarettes and a lighter, he pulled one stick and put it between his lips then light it up then continue on waiting.

As the darkness covers the city and the light of the buildings turned off.... a loud scream of a man broke the silence of the night, pain is visible in his voice.... keeps on shouting for help despite the reality that no one could help him.... as the screaming stop the man in black came out of the dark alley wiping his face that was covered with blood..... as he continue to walk the heavy rain again poured.

It was 3:24 am when his tall figure enter the house.... the darkness envelope the room but he didn't mind, instead he walk around like he know the place like the back of his hand, he manage to sit on the couch and let out a long sigh " what a long day " he thought and leaned back resting his head, opening his eyes and saw nothing but black.... " poor man.... he wouldn't get into that position if he cooperated tsk. tsk. tsk." he once again talk in his mind then smiled to sleep.

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" YOU'RE SO STUPID! ALL YOU DID IS FUCKING USELESS!!! USELESS CHILD!"

" DON'T RUN FROM ME! I'M YOUR FATHER! I'LL DO CAN DO ANYTHING! "

" AH?! HAHA I KNOW WHAT TO DO! I'LL KILL YO-"

" AGGHHK! HA..HA..HA.. SHIT! That dream again." He continue to gasp for air as he woke from his dream- from a nightmare..... a terrible one.... his alarm then ring indicating that it's time to get up and prepare for school, the light from the sun peaked through his windows as he get up and decides to prepare himself.

His phone beep indicating him that he got a message out of curiosity he check it and saw a message from one person

-Mom-

" i miss you so much baby.... it's your first day if school right? Be safe okay... mommy loves you"

Despite the message he showed no emotions and just turn his phone off and get back on his business

College huh?