How Drunk are you , Destiny?

Can I escape this. I badly want to.

How can I describe this chaos I'm in.

Internal , external , forced , invited , created , enjoyed or destined chaos.

I'm trying to read the stars but can't even look at the moon.

My thoughts couldn't reach this point. I don't know.

How did this happen. Even more

Why did this happen?!

We heard swords , screams and sorrow , rushing over, Aries stopped me and Sapphire , as he took the dagger from Sapphire's gift and made no noise to open the door .

We saw a knife flying to his side. He dodged it while the otehr side slit open his shoulder skin .

He went out and I crossed the distance to the door , he has a pendulum stick to the back of the door but it's so well made.

Peeking out and locking the door behind me to ensure Sapphire's safety , I gave her a nod and locked the door.

My feets couldn't move to pass over my caretaker , Heather's body , she was like our godmother and will always scold us to behave more like a royal lady.

I can't handle grief well . I seem to bottle it up and throw it in my internal sea filled with bottles.

Passing the corridor , with a turn , I'm greeted with Aries and a stranger fighting.

I've seen fights belonging to a kingdom but this doesn't feel right.

' Wait there , Aerowen , You can get hurt' I look into his eyes.

Out of all the things , Asher taught me, to read stars and read emotions in eyes .

He would say, You can see emotions in a man's eyes, if you dive deep , it changes when they blink and if it stays even after they notice you, it's real and it's negative and unhealthy.

'You are not the one to show her care' Aries shouted

'You are not the one to be with her either' said the unknown voice.

' Aera hide yourself and Sapphire and don't come out' he said 'he might kill you' he added looking into his eyes.

' I would never hurt her , I'm not you , Brown'

Said the man with a face hidden as I only met his eyes .

I can see he's driven to it, this is not something he wants but something he had to do or maybe I'm over analysing.

' A Ruby surrounded by Rose gold adds to her beauty on youe birthdays'

I can feel my hands shaking, my heart internally dropped to the ground , my conscience felt to have escaped long back when I said in a cold tone

'Get me out of here and let's talk'.

'Call me Azriel' he said while knocking Aries out and he faints .

The dread sight of the Pond filled with blood , bridges with layered bodies.

Passing by the bridge I notice Archer and Danny's mother , looking into her eyes , the words of my mother are repeated in my head ,

'For females just focus on the pauses they take while talking and the hints they are dropping.'

Archer's mother faced down , she couldn't even look into my eyes , I read guilt.

Passing the Palace Gates , I look back , why do I feel a woman was involved in this havoc.

'How do you know about my mother's Jewellery' Aera said as soon as we reached the end of the Palace.

I answered 'She was my Mother as well'.