chapter 1

I admit, I'm really spoiled to my older brother. Brother will do anything to make what I want, Since that's also his hobby.

My name is Lin Zane, A faceless streamer who only stream games, for all the countless games that I play, and for the time passes by those games are making me bored.

It's really seems easy to me now, even some new games, or old games. Whether it's different difficulties it's just easy to me.

"Brother!!"

"Yes"

He smile like normal, so it's good to ask him in this time. He's my older brother Xen Zane, everyone titled him "the robot prince", Because of his beauty, athletics, and brain.

Basically, A perfect person in the world, but it's really in the genes on father's side that I didn't get. But father don't have those genes so seems terrified on him when he saw brother's personality... And left the house.

Leaving me and brother with mother, but we also leave and find a new home. Which give me a lot of friends and a boyfriend.

"Can you make me a MMORPG, I want it very very very!!! hard!"

He just smile at me, and take a sip of his coffee.

"Sure"

But I didn't know that request really going to change my life, well everyone's life.

After a year brother finished it, with some few people helped him test it, he said it's his friends, but I never really met even one of them.

It has 1,000 levels, I don't know if it's really possible that he do that in only a year, but he did it.

I played it, with my boyfriend and my best friend. It's just so good the texture is so good, the quality is so good. Anything is so good.

I got this feeling, the feeling that I got when I first play some games in the past, it's really good.

But on the middle of the game at level 10, my shu and betrice just get bored, but we suddenly can feel some earthquakes and some exploding outside.

That suddenly exploded the room that we're currently in, ended up knocking us all.

I woke up because of so much noices, and it's betrice's voice crying, "it's okay" Shu's trying to comfort her, it's really weird there are really something between them.

But I suddenly remember brother, because brother can help me on everything. I ran towards his room, and open the door.

I can see half of the room exploded, and most of them is burned, and blood is also everywhere, but brother's body is no where to be found.

How can I survive in this situation? I don't know how!, but I know brother is still alive, I can feel it.

"Why are you suddenly running out, what if something might happen to you"

Oh that's right, shu is still with me. and—betrice.

We got teleported to a place where is full of tall trees and people started to get teleported also.

But then this is where I realized we're inside the game, the game that brother made. Of course I tell it to my boyfriend and my best friend.

And that time we made a party for only 3 of us, we fight for each other and protect each other.

We also make some good memories and having fun even though we are in the place where anytime you can die.

We fight some PK players also, and fight some enemies that in our way, well if I say I'm the only one fighting and they are just having a good time, but I'm okay with it as long as they are safe.

I kinda have some new friends, but shu and betrice don't trust them, so I just started avoiding them and act like their are a stranger.

And I got myself a rival, he can catch up to me. We don't actually have a good relationship, we always fighting and arguing on something, but it's still fun to have someone who is same level as you.

But those good memories will end in level 100, this floor is the hardest of the floor that I get into, it's really a boss level, those 10 years of hard working.

In the end I killed it, I'm so happy that I killed the boss because we are 10% of the game now.

But the thing is I didn't tell shu and betrice that it has 1,000 levels, so the result of it. Shu stab me on my chest and just smile at me like a twisted person.

"Thanks to you that we completed this hell, but I'm not going to let you go too you stupid bitch"

"...what?"

I don't know why but why can't I feel the pain anymore. He take his hand of the sword that still in my chest and walk towards betrice and hug her.

"You get used stupid!, I'm only befriended you because you have a handsome boyfriend and brother"

This.. fuckers!! there's nothing I can't do but laugh and laugh. Even thought they started kicking me and punching me, I can't feel a thing.

This world is really cruel, that's why I burned myself into gaming, because of this world. Not even monsters here are the real monsters.

Humans are the real monsters in this world.

Now I can understand what brother's always saying, I used to ignore it since I used to think those weird creatures are the monsters.

I saw them walking towards the door, those bastard really think it's already over, piece of shits.

"Do you think it's over bastards?"

They looked at me with disgust and they just laugh and really fucking think I'm saying some nonsense.

"Is it the same of all the games, it all have 100 levels and it ends there!, well thanks to you we beat it."

I struggled to get up, but manage to lean into one of the broken pole, and just smiled at them.

"Remember, I know most of the things involved here."

They both just looked at me like I'm crazy, and I'm just saying some nonsense, since they are there when I started playing it.

"Oi bitch, you only get into level 10, you don't even know anything!"

"But there's one", I raised my hand and give them a middle finger.

"Good luck at level 101, you back stabber bastards"

They just give me an shock face and have a guts to yelled at me, well it's too late now, they already opened the door, they are going to get teleported to the next level.

While me just having an painless death and waiting for my HP to 0 a person suddenly just appeared out of no where and it's arthur... my rival.

He walk towards me and trying to heal me with some potions and magic stones, but those can't do anything if you're HP drop in 10%.

"You're really stupid, you know that. I thought we're going to be rivals until the end, it's not count if you die in other's hand."

This guy really have a guts to insult a dying lady, but I just smiled at him, it's because he still cared about me.

But it's true it's not really fun to die in other's hand other than your rival, you suppose to die in your rivals hands.

"Well that's too bad, we'll declare it that you are the winner..."

"... I don't fucking accept pity win"

"Well I'm going to die so you have no choice!"

"You're not going to die, if you die I'm going to kill you in afterlife"

He still trying the magic stones but it's useless, I can see him trembling. I can see some water falling into my hand, is he crying?.

This cold-hearted man is crying?!, where the fuck did the always serious and a uninterested man that I knew.

I just lift my unbroken arm and just hugged him, I don't know what just get into my mind, but I really didn't expect him to hugged back.

He's not making some noices, but I can feel his tears falling to my clothes.

"You're old now but you're still a crybaby"

"Shut up!"

I just laugh, and the alarm screen pop out.

[ WARNING!

YOUR HP DROPPED INTO 3% VERY DANGEROUS CONDITION]

Well I have nothing to lose now, I failed looking for my brother, but since I'm going to die might as well give my babies to this crybaby.

"You know because of my greedy, I asked to make this game"

he seems listening, and he hugged me a little bit tighter.

"i don't care, don't give up. i admit you're just a older sister to me!"

i just smile and just get all my strength just to put my hand on his head.

"my brother made this game, I know a little bit about this game, but I know some. One of it is this have a thousand levels."

I opened my inventory and take out a book, my sword and a mask, and give it to him, it's been staying on my inventory for too long since I have to take it on secret.

"Take it crybaby, it's an gift"

He just didn't leave the position he still hugging me, well I have not choice but to hug him back.

[ WARNING!

YOUR HP DROPPED INTO 1% DEADLY CONDITION]

And my vision turn blank, it's really a shitty ending. But still worth it, I didn't even know that guy have emotion. jeez.

[ YOU DIED ]

But this after life really just an void, it's so dark. But a sound suddenly get my attention.

I opened my eyes and I'm laying at the bed and it makes me sit down so fast, I'm suppose to be dead, why am in laying at the mattress.

I looked around and it seems familiar, this room really familiar,... it's my old room 10 years ago, I run into the bathroom and look at the mirror.

I'm fucking back on my 18 years old body, but this is really good to take a revenge of those 2 dumbasses, I know they are already dating, make it more painful since they ruin my rivalry.