Blade took the diary from Ian's hand and read some pages as sarcastic facial expressions appeared on his face which made Ian confused but he kept apologizing and trying to explain.
"I didn't know anything about this. When I called your feelings weird and abnormal. I'm so sorry. Also, for using your feeling to make myself feel better and prove things to people who didn't even care about me. I should have focused on you, the one who truly loved me. I feel ashamed and guilty for doing all this. Blade I'm really sorry. Tell me what should I do." Ian said all this in one breath while looking at Blade who was silently reading some pages of this diary remembering his suffering because of his one-sided love.
Blade just kept silent and didn't say or do anything even after hearing Ian apologizing " Blade say something!"