WANNA LIVE NORMAL LIFE.

Chapter 24,

“But why? Why are you here as his servant?” I asked him. “Sister, I will tell you once you gain all your memories back” he said as I got furious. “Whenever I want to know anything from my past life.. Why Y'all didn’t let me know? I think, You people are hiding something from me… Aren’t you?” I asked him in a psychotic way. “Sister, It’s not like that.” While he is trying to explain. “I don’t want to talk with you anymore, just go”. I said and went to bed as he left without a word. I felt lonely and cold as I fell asleep.

Next day, I was woken up by two servants. They informed me That they are placed as my personal servant by Frank. For a few days they took care of everything like my dressing etc.. For some days I couldn’t meet Frank. When I asked the servant about him , they said he went to meet someone important. Days went like this. I couldn’t contact Ju Long and I didn’t receive any news from Ju Long. When I tried to go from here. They said they couldn’t allow me without Frank’s permission. So, I couldn’t even cross that gate. Several days passed by.

One day, a servant ran to me. “My lady, Master Frank, is fighting with a dragon.” She said as I looked at her in shock. “Lead me.’ I said as she showed me the way. We both ran to that place where they both were fighting. That dragon is Ju Long. As soon as I saw him I ran towards him. He was standing in the position to attack the Frank. “Ju Long, stop it and Frank you too.” I yelled in my deep voice. But both of them didn’t seem to stop. So I ran between them. “I said stop your fucking fight.” I shouted at them as they both stopped their fight. “You guys only listen to me, when I use bad words”. I said. While I’m talking Ju Long changed his Dragon form into human as I turned at his side.

“Why didn't you send me a reply?” I asked him. “I’m really sorry, Bharu. I shouldn’t have left you alone and I really tried to contact you but I couldn’t get you”. he said as we both looked at Frank. “Yes, You guys are thinking correctly, No one can use telepathy or any other contacts here without my permission. And yes, I didn’t give permission for you guys to contact each other”. He said as we both asked him at the same time “Why?”

“B-because I don’t want you to ruin my sister’s life again. Still I haven’t forgotten what you did to my sister in her past life”. He said as I looked at Ju long. “So you guys know each other and You guys have your reason to fight”. “I said and smiled bitterly. “Ju Long, I don’t care what you did to me in past life. But I want you to be loyal to me in this life. But think What you did? You lied and hid everything to me. Why? Why? Why can no one understand me and stand for me? Why? Tears were left dried in my cheeks. As Ju Long stood like a statue. I broke down in tears.

“This is why I wanted you to stay away from her”. Frank tried to console me. But I shook off his hands from my shoulder. “Don’t fucking touch me, You think you are so good? No…. You both are the same. You guys have never been loyal to me”. I said while crying. “I never said anything to you because I don’t want to make the same mistake again. I don’t want to burden you, I thought, I can take care of everything on my own. Bharu, Here after I will share everything with you”. Ju Long begged me.

I looked at him with tired eyes. “How many times have I heard this Ju Long? Do you think my feelings are a toy that you can play with?” I asked him as he pleaded “Give me one chance I will prove it to you”. He said as I stood and went near Frank. “I accept you are my brother in my past life but I think our relationship is finished in our past life. Now you don’t have any rights to interfere in my life”. While I’m talking he interrupted “Sis, It’s not like that”. While he was talking “I don’t want to hear your nonsense. So, Stop it. Now allow me to go out, If you resist to let me go, I won’t care about anything I will kill myself”. I said as he ordered his servant to take me out of this place.

“And Ju Long you don’t have to follow me. Hereafter we are both going to live on a separate path”. I said as he held my hand. “But Bharu, I can’t live without you.” he pleaded. “I’m sick of your words Ju long, I’m done with this abnormal life. I want to live my life like a normal human. I’m so tired of this abnormal life”. I said with a dry voice. As he left my hands, I turned back to see him, His eyes were tearful and I looked at Frank, He stood like a stubborn kid who just gave up his toy.

I looked at them and smiled bitterly. As I opened my eyes, I was in my bed, I woke up with a heavy heavy heart. When I went outside the room. I saw my mom and dad. For a second I am like, My head is spinning because am I not in China? “Mom, Dad What are you doing here?” I asked them in shock. “Honey, Did you have a bad dream? If we can't be in our home then where do we have to be?” My dad asked me as I looked at them in confusion. “Then what am I doing here?” I asked them as my mom yelled from the kitchen.. “You silly, ungrateful child.. what are you blabbering… I think you went insane because of your study”. My mom nagged me. “Then what group am I in?” I asked her. “Bharu daddy, what happened to her?” My mom asked my dad.

“Mom, answer me. What am I studying?” I asked her as she sighed “You are studying for surgeon (Medico) last year”. She said, “I smiled, well now you can too understand about my studies”. I said and faked my laugh like I was teasing my parents.

But at this point I don’t know what to do, Actually.. I’m suffocating from inside.