Act 10

It was the longest three months she can remember, no matter how much they told her she was not alone the words were just that thrown into the void. False promises or cheap excuses that her friends told her.

Little by little, she was losing confidence in everyone she knew, but she found comfort in her family, they were her greatest support in those difficult months. She then understood, she did not need more people having her family. The only person who visited her and was there was her friend from her class, she brought back memories of her graduation by confessing that she missed her a lot.

She felt better with the few people who were by her side, her therapist visited her constantly the same to know how she was and to comment that soon her period of seclusion would end. But she said she would have to continue with more intense therapy. I accept it easier than expected and that relieved her a bit.

She soon she was approaching the date of her birthday and she already knew who she would invite, it would be something small nothing exotic. She only cared about having a good time on that day. Through messages on her cell phone, she sent invitations to notify the guests. In total, it would be her family and a couple of friends of her trust.

That day she had a good time, she received gifts and a lot of love from all her loved ones. She was able to meet one of her best friends in person, as they had only communicated by messages, but they both lived in the same country. From that moment they got together several times and even more, they went to study at the same high school.

All that year she dedicated herself to preparing to enter university, after much effort she managed to study Design at the same institution as her friend from school and her high school friend. She felt safe that way, but she also realized that she would meet more people along the way.

The first year was chaotic, being new instead reminded him how difficult it was for him to adjust. With the help of her friends he succeeded, they both helped him overcome every obstacle, and that same year she met her love again. He was a boy a year younger than her, she met him because they were studying the same career and it coincided that they both played together in a project. She was holding herself back from not establishing a close relationship with the boy, but she once again fell prey to the nets of love.

They ended that year as boyfriends, although they had very little friendship. She was very happy with this new love. But all the cloying and honeyed little lasts, soon after they began to have problems, he cheated on her with various things, she hid him when she went out with girls and all that kind of situation.

It was after almost three years of dating that that boy decided to break up with her, he couldn't believe it. After that it ended very badly, she did not think or know what she was doing. She let various boys take advantage of her company and surpass friendship levels. When her friends found out about all this, they made her react, and with the support of her therapist, they admitted her.

She resisted what they wanted, but she could do nothing she had little control over her life in those moments. She understood in part that she had done everything wrong, she resigned to her fate was taken to a psychiatric center where she would be for a while.

That place depressed her a lot, she felt that she would have no turning back and she would stay there forever, but her friends told her that it would only be a while. That when she could have control over herself and be more stabilized she could come back to her life.

<What hurts me the most about all this is to put my dreams aside once more>

-she commented between tears looking at the sky-

(to be continued)