chapter 7

Thirty excruciating minutes later, I found myself outside Zen's apartment, breathing hard, skin overheating. Sweat soaked through my domino. Slipping through the front doors. Sprinting to the elevator.

Yet, at Zen's door, I hesitated. What was the plan? Ring the bell and ask him to fuck my brains out?

I was harder than I had ever been in my entire life. That damn chocolate the crazy man had given me was working my hormones. My skin prickled and my blood boiled. I was so lost in lust as if it felt like Lust infected every cell of my body like a deadly virus and the only cure was behind the door I was standing in front of.

Then the thought hit him: What if Zen wasn't home?

But this state of arousal was so intense, I could barely think straight. Painted into a corner, I pressed the doorbell.

A pleasant ring reverberated from within the apartment.

At first, the place sounded empty. I bit my lower lip what if he was not at home. What if he won't help me. The train of thoughts ran through my mind. What ifs were all over me. Making me impatient I again decided to ring the bell for the second time.

A minute later, still no answer.

I was thinking of going away but I thought one last time. I reached out to ring the bell but before I could the door plunged open and I saw the most beautiful man standing there only in a sweat pant hanging on his hips, who could help me put this lust to end staring at me with concerned face.

"Haru?" came Zen's concerned question.

It sounded so good to my ears. I grabbed a hold of the other man's bare chest to keep myself from falling to the floor.

"What's the matter?"

"Help," I breathed out. "Help me . . . please . . ."

Eyes widening, Zen asked, "Haru, What happened to you?"

"Daniel . . ." I swallowed. It was getting harder and harder to speak. "He brought me to a sex party."

"Sex party?"

I shook my head looking up to his blue eyes. "This man made me eat something. A chocolate square."

"Please, Zen. I need you."

Quicker than a lightning strike, all the concern left Zen's features. His expression hardened and his blue eyes turned to ice. He lifted me up in his arms closing the door behind him and led me inside to his apartment.

"Now tell me what happened" he asked in concern.

" Shut up. Just fuck me".

"And you were given an aphrodisiac." He almost asked me shouting.

Zen didn't soften at my distress. Instead, he grabbed my arm and yanked me into his office. Then he left me standing at the center of the room while he made his way behind desk.

The whole time his eyes stared at me cold heartedly and trying to clear this desk and cleaning it up.

When the desk had been cleared, he sat on his swivel chair and tented his fingers.

"Zen-"

"Take off your clothes," he interrupted in a soft, deliberate command.

"What?"

"Anata no fuku o nugi," he repeated.

"Shouldn't we be in your bedroom?" I hugged myself as a shield against the cold stare coming from across the office.

"For this?" Zen shook his head. "You got yourself into this mess and you want me to help you, right?"

I nodded in defeat.

Shaking I took of my shirt, shoe and socks and at his belt, he paused.

"What's wrong?" Zen asked, switching back to English.

"What are you planning to do to me?"

"From where I'm sitting, you're not in any position to ask."

I gritted my teeth. "I thought-"

"Thought what?" Zen cut me off. "That I would take you to my bedroom and make sweet love to you until the drug wore off?"

I shook my head slowly, deliberately.

"I told you, the first time I take you is when you're aware of every inch of me entering your body. I won't have anything interfere with that. Nothing." He scowled.

"Now, take off the rest of your clothes. I want you naked."

"If you're not going to help me then I might as well go elsewhere," I threatened with the last of my strength.

"Who said I wouldn't help you?" Zen's posture softened slightly. "The sooner you're naked the faster you'll get what you want me to do to you."

He let the pants drop and stepped out of them. His boxers soon followed. Zen inhaled sharply when I straightened. I stood naked as he was savouring every bit of me by just looking at me sitting there on his chair.

"Come here." Zen gestured for me.

I took slow steps forward. Zen pushed back his chair, making room for me.

When i was standing between the desk and Zen, I asked, "What?"

"Utsukushī," Zen finally murmured.

Unable to help myself after being called beautiful by such a painfully and powerfully handsome man, I began touching myself.

"Don't keep watching me," I begged. "Just fuck me hard as you can" I licked my lips as I moved my hand to my nipple.

Zen was tempted now.

"Pull your legs up until your feet are on the desk," Zen instructed.

I did as I was asked.

"Spread your legs as wide as you can. I wanna see that sweet hole of yours Haru"he said in a very sexy tone.

I did as I was instructed.

"Wider." he demanded again.

"Spread them the way you want them," I said, daring him to touch me.

Then he touched me placing his large hands against the inside of my thighs, parting my legs farther until i was fully exposed.

"Look at you," he murmured. He ran the tip of his forefinger across the entrance of my hole.

I bit back a moan.

"Onegai," I moaned at the things he was doing to me.

"Please, what?" Zen ran the tip of his tongue down the length of my inner thigh.

I grabbed a fistful of Zen's hair. "Please, Zen, please. I need you."

He then freed his builging penis from his boxers. And to god's sake it was very big. He then placed his tip of his big dick on my entrance and pushed it in.

"Ah" I almost screamed out in pain.

"So tight," Zen murmured. "Your walls are squeezing me. I can't wait to push my cock into you further. To feel your warmth. To feel you milking me until I can't hold back anymore."

"Zen please."

"What do you want?, Shin'aina" he asked while he continued pumping his length in and out, twisting as he went. "Tell me what you want."

"Come inside me" I said against the back of my hand. "Onegai."

Without another word, Zen kept pumping out me. He fucked harder than anyone could ever fuck me. His labored breathing and my erratic heartbeat were the only sounds that could be heard in the whole room.

He lifted me and whispered in my ears. "Let's go to my bedroom baby"

Once we were in his bedroom he placed me on the bed and climbed upon me.Taking pity on me, or perverse pleasure in his pain, he had no idea, Zen lean down to me and placed his lips on mine. He licked with his lips asking for an entrance into me. I let him play with my tongue whirling kissing me intensely.He broke the kiss trailing down to me neck and to my nipples biting it down to my member. He took hold of it and placed a kiss on the tip of it. He slide his mouth down taking the full length of me.

"Zen," I gasped out. "Your mouth, it's so hot."

Zen growled as he took in more of my length. Then he moved his mouth up and down my painfully hard shaft, humming as he went. It sent spine-tingling sensations all over my body.

"Fuck yes," I said. The effects of the aphrodisiac heightened all my senses.

Zen released my cock with an audible pop only to lick the underside from base to tip. The roughness of his tongue made Milo see spots.

"Look at you Haru. You look so damn sexy feeling me" Zen said, kissing the tip again. "Trembling so much. Do I make you feel that good?"

"Isn't it obvious?" Iglared down at him.

Instead of responding, Zen pushed his fingers between Milo's lips.

When his fingers were sufficiently lubricated, Zen pulled them out of my mouth and brought them to my opening. He circled the puckered rosette before inserting one long finger. I gasped.

"So tight," Zen murmured. "Your walls are squeezing me. I can't wait to push my cock into you again, Haru. To feel your warmth. To feel you milking me until I can't hold back anymore."

"Zen, please."

"What do you want, Haru?" he asked while he continued pumping his fingers in and out, twisting as he went. "Tell me what you want."

put your inside me Zen," I said against the back of my hand. "Onegai."

He flipped me. I was on my knees bended on his bed. He reached to his side desk and got lube and a condom. As he was to slide the condom on his cock. I look towards him and came close to his ears and whispered in his ears.

"Baby I need u bare inside me"

" Hmmm... someone's being kinky" He smile at me and discarded the condom applied some lube on him.

He then placed it at my entrance as he bends towards me and placed a kiss on my neck. "I am coming in" he said to me.

He slides it inside me. I felt each inch of his huge cock sliding in me bit by bit.Once his whole length was inside me, he started pumping it slowly and pacing up his rhythm.

He kept pounding in and out of me, sweat tripping as my ass hit on his thighs.

"Zen you feel so good inside me". I said. "Please come inside me"

" what do you want Haru?" Zen asked me. " Say again baby what do you want me do?"

"Come inside me. Onegai" I cried out.

Zen sets a hand on my ass and groped it good before offering a gentle slap.

" Ouch!" I exclaimed. "Are you into that?"

" I could be into lot of things Haru" he replied to me.

" Zen you feel so good inside me"

"I love it when you say my name when I am inside you" he says it with a smile.

" Zen fuck me harder"

As he piston his hips he reaches low to my cock and strokes it. He strikes it harder at the same time fucks me harder slamming his hips on my ass.

" Zen I am about to come" I screamed in ecstasy as I blow off the cum on the sheets. And it was no longer that Zen came inside me. His come so hot it felt so good as it spill inside me.

"So how did you like it?" Zen asked with a grin.

"I would be lying if I say it was not awesome Zen", I said to him blushing.

He placed a kiss on my lips and then with a peck on my forehead he pulled me into a hug.

"How do you feel now? Are you ok?" Zen asked concerned.

" I am fine.Thanks zen" I replied as I crawl under his chest and wanted to disappear realising what I have done.