Chapter 47 There's No Obstacle, If There's Trust

Three days later, early in the morning, Decha walked into the medical center with breakfast. He looked at Santichai who was looking out the window, he knew what Santichai was thinking. He himself was unable to get a hold of Asnee. He stood at the door for a while, observing Santichai's mental health. Since Santichai had been in the hospital for more than three days, Decha was the only one who came to see him. He knocked on the door lightly and saw Santichai quickly wipe away his tears.

Decha walked in with a smile, "Hey, Chai, how are you feeling?"

Santichai raised his head and said, "I'm better today than yesterday?"

Decha could see the dilated blood vessels in Santichai's eye. "Disappointed," he said with a smile.

Santichai smiled and shook his head, "No." He wasn't disappointed, because he knew very well that Asnee wouldn't come to see him. As soon as he woke up, he kept trying to call Asnee, but Asnee's phone was either switched off or went to voicemail. He doesn't remember when it all started, but his relationship with Asnee slowly deteriorated over time.

"Chai, Asnee hasn't returned my call. I'll call him back later in the afternoon," Decha said.

Santichai said, "It's okay, maybe he's very busy. I'm fine here, there is a nurse to help me, even if he comes, it won't help me much." He knew very well that these words in his mouth were meant to coax his disappointed heart.

Decha said, "Why do you say that? He's your boyfriend, should he be with you?"

Santichai said, "Frank, people are like clothes, only new clothes are good. If you wear something too much, you will get tired and wear less and less until one day you throw it away and buy a new one. "

Decha said, "You are a person, not clothes you can throw away." He walked over to the table and saw the papers on the table. He looked at the documents, which appeared to be a settlement. He looked at Santichai. "Ai Chai, what are these?"

Santichai said, "Settlement documents."

Decha said, "You signed it?"

Santichai said, "Mmm."

Decha slammed the paper on the table, "Why?"

"I think it's a good deal," Santichai said.

Decha hurriedly checked the documents and said angrily, "How on earth do you think this is a good deal? Pay for medical surgery and hospitalization until discharge. Either pay one million baht or pay for further surgeries in the future. Do you know? If we go to court, you'll get both."

Santichai looked at Decha and said, "I thought through it, and taking the offer of one-million-baht is the best decision at the moment. I can't work three jobs in the near future; this will help Asnee through this difficult time."

Decha slapped his hand heavily on the table and shouted angrily, "Santichai, you bastard, are you fucking stupid? Why are you doing so much for that dog? He's not worthy of you at all. Why? It's already three days; he didn't return my call. Why? Why do you have to treat him like a god? What if one day he turns away from you, eh? What are you going to do? All the sacrifices you have made for him are lost times and efforts that cannot be returned back to you. Will you regret it?"

Tears from Santichai slowly rolled down his pale cheeks. "I believe that as long as there is trust, there will be no obstacles. I believe he will keep his word," he said.

Decha scoffed, "Ai Chai, why are you so naive? Trust is only effective if you and him are on the same page."

Santichai said, "He cut ties with his family just to be with me. I had to be nice to him, so his sacrifice was worth it."

Decha shouted, "What about your sacrifices?"

Santichai said, "It doesn't matter. As long as his matters, that's the most important thing."

Decha sighed deeply, "Chai, why are you being so nice to him? Ai Nee doesn't deserve your love at all."

Santichai sobbed, "Because he is the sun in my dark sky. He is the light at the end of my tunnel. If I have to chase that light at the end of my tunnel all my life, as long as he allows me to be by his side, I will continue to chase after him. I'm afraid to lose him. I'm afraid my sun will disappear, and my world will become dark again..." He looked at Decha. "You don't understand, because you've never been to a place, no matter which direction you go, it's a dead end. at the end of the road."

Decha stepped forward to hug Santichai, "I'm sorry...I don't know what it's like to wear your shoes. As a friend, I want you to remember that you can always count on me. I'll create a detour for you at the crossroads at the end of the road." Decha Knowing that Santichai must have been through a lot, there is nothing he can do because he has never taken a single step in Santichai's shoes. "Let's eat, then take your medication and rest. I will go talk with the doctor to see when you can go home."

Santichai said, "Frank, I have no friends other than you and Asnee. I want you to know that I am very grateful for your friendship."

After Santichai finished the pain medication, Santichai fell asleep again and Decha walked out of the room. He bumped into a nurse.

Nurse, "Oh, are you Mr. Kittibun's family?"

Decha replied, "Yes."

The nurse said, "I know it is not my place to say anything, but does Mr. Kittibun has a history of depression?"

Decha said, "I don't think so."

The nurse said, "I have been taking care of Mr. Kittibun for many days and I have noticed that he has many signs of depression. My brother before he..."

Decha said, "He what?"

"Before he committed suicide, he was behaving like Mr. Kittibun," the nurse said.

Decha, "What do you mean?"

The nurse said, "He gets distracted. When I asked him if he was his pain, he didn't answer my question, but instead he asked me about the weather. His thoughts were not here, but elsewhere."

Decha sighed. "Thank you for telling me this." His phone rang. "Excuse me." He reached for the phone, and the nurse walked into the room next to Santichai's room. "It's about time you call."

Asnee asked, "What happened to Chai?"

Hearing the loud music in the background, Decha's anger has reached its limit. He asked, "Where are you?"

"I went with some friends to celebrate a friend's birthday," Asnee said. "I'm sorry I didn't invite you."

Decha asked frantically, "I didn't ask what you were doing. I asked you, where are you?"

Asnee said, "I'm in Koh Tao. Hey, you left me so many messages and Chai called me so many times. Tell me what's wrong with Chai."

Hearing Asnee's half-drunk voice made Decha even angrier. Decha said angrily, "He's dead. I'm on my way to collect his body at the medical center. Afterward, I'm going to take his body to the temple and cremate his body. If you still want to see him, remember to come and collect his ashes."

Asnee said madly, "Speak well, or I will hang up."

Decha was at his limit of anger with Asnee. He said madly, "Asnee, you cheap dog. I hope you drown and die, so you can stay on Koh Tao and never come back." He hung up.