5.11.4 Do it you coward.
Was she a coward?
No, far from it. She was the kind to jump straight into death if the situation calls for it. And even if it didn't, the current her would still choose such an option.
'Saving me, is it?' She thought before a hint of adventure rose in her again, which was actually closer to resistance toward the liar Jara who thinks he can mess with her life whenever he wants.
Was this a childish emotion? Definitely.
Sheva was old enough to know what she intended to do was stupid. And she wished to show this stupidity to Jara before she died. Crow did say that Jara would take part in this mission, making it the perfect opportunity for her to achieve her goal.
'A wonderful death.' She thought, looking at the boy called Crow who remained oblivious of her thoughts. 'A wonderful death with some meaning… I can finally pay my debt.'
This was shooting three birds with one stone, and it would be stupid for her to not follow Crow into hell.