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The girl with scars

This story is about a girl who struggles with life. Someone who self harms and has suicidal ideation. Someone who wants to die really bad, can she find meaning in her life? Note that this covers topics that are sensitive to some people. Also I’m not recommending or in anyway encouraging self harm. Self harm can lead to dangerous things and can lead to things you wouldn’t expect. (Cover belongs to me)

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But then you came

But then you came along… and you're telling me I deserve to be greedy? That I can be greedy, and you won't judge me? She said this with tears welling up in her eyes. He looked at her, and said yes, I'm telling you you can be greedy and I won't judge you. This made her tears spot start pouring out of her eyes. 'He's… my savior isn't he? He's trying to save me right?' She thought with a smile. She went to hug him but he beat her to it and pulled her into his arms. His wide broad body made her feel protected. 'Just like this, stay like this for a little longer…' as she thought this she fell asleep into s his arms.

When he noticed she fell asleep he thought 'cute' with a doting smile. When she woke up she was in his arms and he was on his phone. You're awake? To this her face went red. 'Ah I can't believe I fell asleep!?' She thought really embarrassed. He saw her embarrassment and grinned. What, is someone embarrassed? He teased,shut up! She said, her face as red as a tomato.

The next day there was no school, so she pretty much stayed inside the house. Then she had a random panic attack. She started sweating and breathing fast. She looked around, no one was there. Tears started to form, and her pupils dilated. 'It's okay, I'm not in danger.' She thought trying to reassure herself but it didn't work. She called her boyfriend but he didn't pick up. "No, no, no, no, no!" She said after dialing him a few times. 'Does he think I'm pathetic and is sick of me now? Ah I'm being ridiculous again. He likes me!' She kept on thinking 'it's okay he going to call me' but… he never did.She didn't want to self harm. She was really trying to cut back on it for him and her cat. 'Miku, where's miku!?' She thought frantically searching for her. Once she found her she hugged her and her cat meowed.

Almost as if to say "it's going to be okay."

"Your sweet miku." She said softly. After that she calmed down. Then she got a call from her boyfriend. "What!? You were having a panic attack? I'm so sorry my brother took my phone and wouldn't give it back. Are you okay? Do you need me to come over?"

"No it's fine I managed to calm down. Thank you though!"

"No problem love ya!"

After that he ended the call leaving a girl with a beat red face. 'W-what d-did he say!?' To say she was embarrassed was an understatement. She still wasn't used to this, she didn't hate it just people around her didn't talk like that. 'It's nice.' She thought with a smile on her face.

It was time to go to bed and she had a dream. The dream was her and her boyfriend were at the amusement park. Kinda cliché but hey it was sweet in her opinion. The dream was nice for her, you could tell because she was smiling while sleeping.