Shadow of doubt

I looked down at the useless goddess and sighed. I think about what happened and who that guy was. I look around the room and seen hero san looking outside. I got out of that world but who put me inside? I walk to Hero san. Hero san said, " You are my wife".I turn as face as a Hot pepper. "This can not be real", I thought to myself. He said, " Are you ok", as he gets too close. I said "Yes", Trying to breathe. He walks to the dark red bookcase with different books placed in perfect order. I looked at him with a puzzled look. He then picks a book with a red cover that has nothing written on it. I said, " Sooo How are we married you are to be training to kill me".He said," Are you ok that was the past now we are married and have two happy kids".I yell," KIDS"!I wonder what going on all of the things that are happening to me is this a dream or something. Hero san dropped his book. He looks at me like I was dying. He said," Do you not remember the kids".He hugs me tight as he loves me. His arms are warm and full of warmth like I do not want to let go but I have to this feels too good to be true and I made a promise to myself. I push him back and ran away to somewhere to cry. I was at the front of my dark door to my mind. The useless goddess was not here. I have seen that man before look at me but with not lust but crying. I could not help but cry too. Why did I choose that I was rushed maybe if I stayed what would have happened? The useless god came out of her door with candy in her mouth. She looked at me and said," Why is are you crying, weakling".