Chapter 82: He's gonna be alright!

Namjoon was very focused on writing something in his chamber. When he heard the sound of the door, he understood someone had just come inside. He fixed his glass and looked at his patient. He was a bit surprised by seeing who the patient was.

"Oh! Soobinnie? It's been a while!" He closed his pen and crossed his fingers. Then, he looked at Soobin with a soft smile.

"Hello!" Soobin bowed and stood next to the chair in front of Namjoon's table.

"Please have a seat. Is everything going well? Or, you came here for the same reason?" He asked. Soobin pulled the chair and sat down on it.

"Uh! How should I say…I'm fine! Actually, I can't complain about my life! But, there's a thing that's bothering me. Um…you can say it's more like…bothering… Beomgyu!" Soobin said and his expression was quite serious.

"Beomgyu? Why? Is he still suffering because of his memories? It's been a long time since he came to visit us! What's he doing nowadays? Tell him to visit us more often! We'll deal with whatever is going on with him!" Namjoon was a bit surprised by hearing Beomgyu's name.

"No! That's not the case! He recovered well. Actually, the truth is…" Soobin stopped as he couldn't understand how he should describe.

"Tell me what happened to him. It's okay. Nobody else is here." Namjoon assured Soobin that his secret was safe with him. Soobin started talking about everything, how Beomgyu went to Jackson and he tricked both of them and what he did to Soobin. He told him how Beomgyu was behaving nowadays, and how he screamed out in his sleep often.

"So, you guys got together?" Namjoon smirked while asking.

"Eh? How did you know? I never mentioned it!" Soobin was shocked since he never said they have become a couple.

"I can tell!" He smiled again.

"Moreover, how dare Jackson do something like that to you? I won't forgive him! I'll tell Yoongi to deal with him!" Namjoon got angry all of a sudden as if he would go right then and get revenge.

"No worries! He's captivated by dad right now." Soobin smiled. He felt a little happy and embarrassed.

"Ah! Your dad? Like real dad? I mean…" Namjoon stopped because he thought Soobin still had conflicts with his father.

"Yes! We've resolved everything so… yeah!" Soobin nodded and replied happily.

"Anyways, what's going on with Beomgyu…. It's post traumatic stress. Seeing you like that, must've affected him deeply. Moreover, it was a part of his fault too. So, I think he's thinking about the incident more often which caused him to have nightmares about it. Don't worry! He needs some time. And you need to be there for him too. Hearing everything, I guess you mean a lot to him. So, being you there for him would affect him a lot. In a good way!

And seek out other healthy coping strategies such as art, music, meditation, relaxation, physical exercises. Be patient! It's gonna take some time to fully cure him. You can also take him to several places to explore. I'd recommend going to some beautiful natural places to enjoy the natural beauties as it'd sooth his mental condition. Make him realize that no matter what, you'd be beside him. As you guys are a couple now, try to act more intimate with him. Show your love to him more often. Try talking with him more and more. He'll be fine! I'm prescribing some medicines. They'll help him to calm his mind and to sleep soundly. Make sure he takes them before going to sleep. And if you need more help, come to me anytime!" Namjoon said and started writing the name of the medicines.

"Thank you!" Soobin took the paper from Namjoon and stood up. He bowed again and finally came outside.

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Soobin was sitting on his bed, trying to study. He had been neglecting his college life due to his personal issues. He needed to focus on his study and that's why he was trying to read. He was walking while reading and just sat down on the bed. That time, Beomgyu came inside. Soobin saw Beomgyu and put his book aside. He extended his hand towards Beomgyu so that he'd come over there. Beomgyu came towards him and sat on his lap. He wrapped his arms around Soobin's neck.

"What were you doing?" Beomgyu asked adorably.

"Trying to study. When did you come?" Soobin asked.

"Just now." Beomgyu replied.

"Ah! Right! I just remembered, what did you say to Karina back then? I was meaning to ask you, but I never got a chance!" Beomgyu released Soobin's neck and started playing with his collarbone.

"Nothing much! I just said, you were…um… What was your previous name again?" Soobin forgot and couldn't remember the name.

"Min…what was it? Hahaha! I forgot too!" Beomgyu laughed and acted very giddy.

"Ugh! Don't move! You'll turn me up!" Soobin warned Beomgyu as he was rubbing Soobin's private part while moving.

"Sorry!" When Beomgyu understood what Soobin meant, he blushed.

"Now, tell me! What did you tell her?" Although he felt shy, he was still acting cheerful and couldn't stop moving at all.

"I told her that you're your boyfriend." Soobin started laughing as his words didn't make sense.

"I'm…my..Ah! I got it! You told him that girl she was worried about…is in a relationship with me! And she's safe with me! What bullshit! And she believed you! Hahaha!" Beomgyu started laughing again, but he needed to stop as Soobin pulled him closer and hugged him.

"Let it all go. Let's start the tomorrow from now on!" Soobin kissed Beomgyu's neck and made him feel excited again.

"Hey! I…ah!" Beomgyu started breathing heavily. Soobin kept licking and kissing his bare neck as he wanted to hear the soft moans from the boy on his lap again.

"But, I have one more thing to ask… if… I mean… if I haven't changed into a boy, would you still fall for me?" Beomgyu asked curiously.

"I don't know! I'm not comfortable around girls! So, I can't tell!" Soobin raised his head and replied. Then he went back to his work and put his naughty hand under Beomgyu's shirt. He started caressing Beomgyu's back while kissing the other side of his neck.

"Then…ummh…that's a….ahhh…. relief….huhh I…became a…hng…boy!" Beomgyu kept breathing heavily as he got excited fully.