Chapter 48: I can only lend you my hand

Yeonjun was sitting beside Hyuningkai while holding his hand. He didn't know what he should do and how much longer he'll take to wake up. He was so worried and also curious why he went to the bar and why Clark said that it was all his fault? What happened to him these days? Now he was so curious that he might shake Kai's body until he woke up and asked p everything. He made up his mind that he would know everything from his brother so that he can understand him well. But when he noticed that Kai was opening his eyes slowly, he forgot everything and came closer to him.

"Ning Ning-ah! Can you hear me? Did you wake up? Can you see me?" Yeonjun asked without taking a breath.

"Umm....Where am I?" Hyuningkai opened his eyes slowly and tried to understand the situation.

"Here, Ning Ning! In our house. Can't you recognize it? Look at me!" Yeonjun held Kai's cheek and made him look at himself.

"Hyung! Why are you here?" Hyuningkai asked with a very low voice.

"There's a lot of things you have to know and explain but not now. Take rest for now, hm? Are you thirsty? I'll go and grab some water for you." Yeonjun wanted to stand up but Kai grabbed his hand suddenly and said with an unclear voice, "Don't go, hyung! Don't leave me! Please, stay with me."

"Okay." Yeonjun sighed and sat down again.

"Hyung! I'm feeling too hot and uncomfortable. Why is it happening? Why is it so uncomfortable? I.....I can't bear it anymore." he said while panting heavily.

"W-What h-happened? Hey! A-are you okay? Ah! What should I do now?" Yeonjun got afraid and looked for a way but he couldn't find anything as he didn't know what he should do. He was going to call Yoongi but as soon as he looked the other way, he felt that HyuKa took his hand and put it on his cheek.

"Your hand is cold. Now it's comfortable." Hyuningkai said while stroking himself with Yeonjun's hand.

"W-Wait! Hyuning-ah!" Yeonjun understood it was the effect of those kinds of medicine but if he continued like this, he'd regret it later. So it would be best to avoid the situation right now. So he tried to take his hand back but Hyuningkai wasn't letting him go.

"Hyung! Please help me! Touch me! I won't survive if you refuse to help." Kai grabbed Yeonjun's hand tighter and placed it on his bare chest.

"H-hey! Do you know what you are doing?" Yeonjun blushed but also got worried. He gulped as if he was gonna lose control of himself.

"Hmm. I know it well but your touch is so comfortable that I don't wanna be apart from you. Earlier, when he touched me, it was so uncomfortable. But your touch is so, sooooo comfortable." Kai's face turned redder and he was breathing more heavily. It was hard for Yeonjun to avoid his sexy voice so after struggling with himself for a while, he looked at Kai's face and was astonished since he never imagined that the person he liked would be so sexy.

"Kai-ah! Don't blame me later if I do something now. You know what I'm talking about, right?" Yeonjun asked while coming closer to Kai.

"I won't. Do me the favor and do the thing you mentioned, I want it." He extended his hands and pulled Yeonjun, making him fall on him. He hugged Yeonjun tightly and slowly put his hands inside Yeonjun's shirt and caressed his back.

"Ah! H-Hyuning-ah! Y-You are torturing me!" Yeonjun gulped and said in a sexy way.

"Please, let me! It's really comfortable." Kai smiled and continued whatever he was doing. This time, Yeonjun completely lost his control and started having bad intentions towards Kai. He wanted to eat him alive but he was fully aware of himself so he didn't dare to do anything yet. But when he heard a very unexpected thing from Kai, he couldn't resist himself anymore.

"Can you kiss me?" Kai asked with his low voice.

"Won't it be too much?" Yeonjun asked while looking at Kai's face.

"No, I want you to mark me." saying this Kai held Yeonjun's face and slowly pulled him near his face. Then he kissed his lips and said,

"Your lips are colder than your hand." "Please, mark me." he pointed at his neck and asked. Yeonjun was surprised but suddenly he felt very happy as he always wanted it so he went closer and gave a hickey on the boy's neck.

"Aaah!" Hyuningkai groaned.

"Did it hurt?" Yeonjun asked, worriedly.

"No! It was way too comfortable. Can you continue?" Kai begged not to stop.

"Be aware of yourself! You will regret it once you come back to your senses, so let's stop here!" Yeonjun tried to stand up but Kai was way too cuddly that he didn't let Yeonjun go. He hugged him tightly and kissed him once again.

"I won't regret it. Please help me." He begged.

"Okay, I'll just lend you my hands for tonight. Not more than that." Yeonjun suddenly had some other thoughts and became angry with HyuKa. But he was looking so pitiful that nobody could be angry with him in that situation. So, he started using his hand to help the boy. The wind of the room is getting heavier by the two boys' heavy breathing.

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"Is it okay if he stays with us?" Yoongi asked Soobin. The three of them were standing on a bridge, leaning towards the railing.

"It's okay, I already made up my mind to share everything with him even if he's gonna hate me." Soobin looked at Beomgyu and said,

"Then, it's your choice." Yoongi sighed and looked at the sky.

"Where have you been? After coming back to Korea, I searched for you everywhere. I also searched for Jin Hyung but I couldn't find any of you." Yoongi said without looking at the boys.

"I had no choice but to leave my house. I thought of that as my home for all of my life but it was becoming hell and unbearable to live there so I fled from home." Soobin replied while looking at the ground.

"You fled from home?" Both Yoongi and Beomgyu were surprised and shouted. Soobin got afraid and looked at them.

"Ah! Yes, Sorry I lied to you earlier." he looked at Beomgyu and said. In reply Beomgyu made a face as he was not gonna forgive Soobin for lying to him though the other party didn't care whether he'd be forgiven or not.

"I told you it was turning into hell. It's not that I always lived there happily but after Jin Hyung's death I just can't bear it anymore." Soobin said with his pitiful voice but Yoongi was astonished though Beomgyu didn't know who the *Jin hyung* was that the two of them mentioned.

"J-Jin H-hyung d-died?" Yoongi faltered while asking since he couldn't accept the reality.

"Hmm. My father killed him in front of me but I couldn't do anything. ANYTHING to save him but to see him die while suffering." Soobin started dropping his tears while remembering the tragic memory. In reply, Yoongi couldn't say anymore as he was so stunned by hearing that. He knew Soobin had feelings for Jin and he asked Yoongi for some suggestions if he should confess to Jin or not. And Yoongi was the one who advised him to express his feelings towards the person he likes. And after that, he went to America and didn't know what happened to them next as he was too busy with his own career. But now when he heard everything, he just couldn't find a way to console the boy as he knew it'd be meaningless to say something and it can hurt him more.

"I'm sorry, Beomgyu! I lied to you. I thought you would hate me and avoid me if I told you about my dad. I'm sorry." Soobin looked at Beomgyu and said with pitiful eyes.

"Huh! Why'd I hate you? It's not your fault that your father is like that. Moreover, I know you're not a bad guy like him so there's no reason to avoid you just because of your father. And I know maybe you already suffered a lot because of him and that's why you don't want to mention him. I can understand you. I know how it feels to not have a normal family like others.

Most of the dads are the heroes in their children's eyes. But some are great villains because they just don't care for their children and never prioritize them. It's not your fault that you don't have a normal heroic dad." Beomgyu smiled at first but slowly his smile faded away while talking about dad as if he was in great pain and he was telling all of these from his own experience.

"Wait a minute! Did you remember your parents?" Yoongi asked. He knew from Namjoon that Beomgyu knows who he was before and who made him like this.

"Just remembered that he sold me to someone." Beomgyu smiled as if it was nothing for him.