Chapter 23: Unnamed feelings

"Jungwon-ah! Get up and eat it!" Taehyun brought food for Jungwon and called his name. Jungwon slowly sat down and noticed that he wasn't wearing the hoodie anymore. Rather than the hoodie, he was wearing a shirt which wasn't buttoning up well. He understood what happened when he was sleeping.

"H-hyung!" Jungwon looked at Taehyun who was keeping the flat tray on the bed.

"Hm?" Taehyun wasn't paying attention to Jungwon so he didn't notice how embarrassed the baby was just then.

"D-Did Y-You c-changed my clothes?" Jungwon asked while faltering.

"Hm, it's not good to wear that fabric while having a fever. So, I changed it with cotton fabric shirts and it helped me wipe your body well." Taehyun replied while paying attention to cooling the food.

"Eh? Y-You did what?" Jungwon blushed and asked.

"Why? It's necessary to wipe your body with ice cold water. And I did what I needed to." Taehyun replied and took the bowl of porridge in his hand. He took a spoonful of it and put it in front of Jungwon's mouth.

"Say Aaaa." Taehyun was trying to feed Jungwon with his own hand.

"Hyung! I-I C-Can eat by myself." Jungwon said as he was too embarrassed.

"Shhhip!" Taehyun nearly scolded him because he wanted to do that for the cute boy. So, Jungwon couldn't resist anymore but to eat obediently. He couldn't think how he was being touched by his crush and when he was trying to think about that, his heart started fluttering again.

After finishing the feeding, Taehyun gave him the medicine and made him lay down again to take more rest. But how can the little boy take a rest when he knows his full body has been touched by the guy whom he has liked for a while now? He gulped and kept regretting why he was asleep like a dead body.

"I have to go now. Take care of yourself, okay? I'll come back tomorrow to check on you and study with you. So you better get well before tomorrow." Taehyun gave a very pretty smile to Jungwon. Jungwon also smiled but he was feeling nervous all of a sudden.

"And, I arranged everything you bought in your kitchen and put the veggies and fruits in the freezer. So don't worry about them and take a good rest. And, take shower if you feel better. I already switched on the boiler. I'll call you later. And if you need something, feel free to call me. I'll come as soon as possible." saying that Taehyun waved his hand to say bye to Jungwon and left the house.

Jungwon covered his face under the blanket after Taehyun left. He was feeling hot though. He thought it was the effect of the medicine but it was half true. He kept thinking about the dream and that's the other reason he felt hot. He was feeling so embarrassed that he didn't want to come out of the blanket.

Taehyun came outside and sighed. He kept glaring at his own hand as he was thinking how he served the boy with these hands. He didn't know why he felt so happy by serving him. He never takes care of any sick person in his life.

"So, that's how it feels!" he glared at his hand and said. He put a smile on his face and kept walking to his own house.

"Let's go together!" Beomgyu said to Soobin trying to grab his arm. Soobin moved aside since he didn't want to be touched by the other party. Not because he hates him but because he likes him and he wants to avoid him. But the guy was too clingy and once he liked someone, he'd never let the person go from his grip. And as for Soobin, he didn't know why he was obsessed with him.

"I have to go far. We're out of some groceries and we need to bring them by ourselves as the vehicle is broken in their middle way." Soobin smiled but made him understand that he needed to go far from here and it could be too late to come back from there.

"But, I don't have anything to do....." Beomgyu pouted and said with his very low voice. Seeing him, Soobin couldn't say anything else to him since he was too cute to refuse.

"Okay, but don't blame me if it gets too dark." Soobin sighed and agreed to take him. Beomgyu just wanted to go on a trip even if it would not be so long. Both of them were walking to the bus stand as they needed to catch the bus. Soobin was still thinking about the hug and it made him peek on the boy's face again and again. He was still smiling and bouncing in a tiny way. His wolf hair was also bouncing and kept telling him to touch them. But Soobin fights back and wins over his subconscious mind. He sighed again even though he was melted away by the boy's cuteness. How can a boy be this cute? But he's pretty too. And also handsome.

Soobin was confused about what he really was. But he was in pain when Namjoon was trying to treat him and make him remember about his past. Soobin was curious about what happened to him? And why did he lose all of his memory? Even he can't tell who his mother is or who his father is! Soobin was thinking while walking. His partner stopped bouncing and he was walking normally but he still had a smile on his face. Seems like he was very happy. Doesn't he care about his past at all? Soobin was confused but kept looking at him from time to time. Beomgyu also looked at him and their eyes met with each other.

Soobin moved his eyes immediately and pretended like he was looking another way. Beomgyu could understand what was happening so he smiled naughtily as an idea popped in his mind. He looked away and when he felt someone was glaring at him, he looked at the person and caught red handed. Soobin looked away again and Beomgyu found it funny.

He looked away again and as expected Soobin glared at him again. He turned his face to Soobin. and kept walking while looking at him.

"Hey! You'll get hurt! Look in front!" Soobin was surprised.

"Then, why are you gawking at me? Is there something on my face? Or am I so handsome that you can't move your eyes?" Beomgyu smirked and made the boy feel embarrassed as he got caught.

It was true that he was really handsome but he didn't need to be such a narcissist.

"Tsk! As if!" Soobin looked another way and acted like he didn't care if he got hurt or not. Beomgyu felt satisfied by looking at the embarrassed face of the boy and he smiled as he found Soobin very cute. He wanted to kiss the cheek and make sure how embarrassed the boy could be.

Thinking about teasing him more, he smiled naughtily and became very happy just by imagining his blushed face.

Soon they reached the bus and got inside the bus. They took seats together as there were some blank seats. The bus started running and Soobin was looking outside the window as he took the window seat. Usually he opened the window to enjoy the whooshing wind while running the vehicle. He enjoys looking at the busy life of the netigens.

Suddenly he felt that Beomgyu's head was on his shoulder. He looked at him and found that the boy had already fallen asleep. Soobin smiled and fixed his head on his shoulder so that he could get some good sleep. Soobin was feeling happy. He put his finger on Beomgyu's cheek and rubbed it gently. How soft his skin is! Soobin wanted to pinch the cheeks but instead of pinching he poked it for a while and then gave him a very gentle touch.