Chapter fifteen

"Hey gurl, you okay? Just speak and tell us iy you wanna wreck her neck —we're ready, you know" it's Ginger, the talkative one—like her.

"Let me strangle the yummy and hunk Samuel's neck!" grinning and chuckling, she added.

All the while she thought she's serious, but she Praised him that much. Well, it's so true. He's yummy, hunk and hot spaniard guy that so easy to enter her life that fast.

'Fuckin him!' she hissed at her inner mind.

And she miss him already. Just one day that's she's out.

She tssk.

She's now out of Samuel's house, or maybe better to say—Samuel's life, for good. Or she thought.

She told her friends all— just for them, she's very open to them, things that she couldn't for her family. To her friends, she can live the 'she' not the other person. She's talkative alright, but not to her family.

To her friends, she can act the way she wanted to act. She can let out her heart break, her emptiness inside —her emotions.

"Yes gurl, I can make him bald—the shiny one!

Together with the python that keeps on wrapping him! She Swirls on what Bea said. Bea is so innocent, and doesn't have any hints on Sex education.

She smiled at her. Bewildered by her words, she doesn't even talk like that tho—just now.

After what happened from the kitchen that night, one week to be exact, they're worlds didn't cross yet.

She's so thankful that the madams grandchildren did her a favor, and Delivered her to her room that night.

She sighed. Just for the thought of that night makes her heart ache. A week didn't make her feel better. It's just thesame. It's the same pain, and her heart is fuckin idiot that still, longing for him.

"Later, we will drink till we wasted on my RR's bar!" says Cathy that she doesn't know why she's screaming.

"I can pay the whole bar too! Fuck, their pissing me off!" she added.

Or maybe she has different issue? She really doesn't know. And her mind is full now, she couldn't get more to fill it out.

"Since when RR became yours, bitch?" Bea tapped Cathy's shoulder. "Owning to the max huh? Shame on you!"

Cathy just grinned on Bea.

She shook her head. Here she is, aiming to have peace of mind, but her friends seems like doesn't know the word 'peace' and doesn't exists on their books.

"Who the hell is RR?" she said flatly. Because she doesn't know. And she doesn't even have care who that person is.

After all, she has already Samuel. Well, not till his fiancee came to the picture.

Cathy suddenly took out a magazine and drag her to her side while saying 'come here!' on her with grimace on her face.

And some of the people there on the Cafe is looking at them by their noises. They chose to have unwind, if whatever they doing now is called 'unwinding'. Sipping coffee with different flavors —courtesy of Cathy, the owner of the café.

"Oh , here!" she Tapp the picture of one of the handsome man on the magazine.

"Look at it, very carefully okay? Oh man, you're like people on the ancient times.!" she said, pissed.

She bit her lower lips. Though she saw some of the magazines like that, her eyes just stuck on Samuel's.

"You didn't even have the courage to read magazines? Last time I checked, nurses have their rest day too!" Cathy added.

She started pointing the pictures.

"This is Samuel,, the jerk. Here, this is Jake —he's cute yeah?. Joshua Geoffrey. And this one—always serious face, not even smiling even if it's just pretending, is Mark.

And this one, opposite of Mark, he's smiling like a model of toothpaste is Roderick. This handsome here is Adrian. And this one, the handsomest, he's my RR, okay? " she said on wide eyes.

" The fuck.. Lord, can you please go out from your cave once in a while? " Cathy tssk while looking at her." oh, I forgot, they are all single and available —well, set aside Samuel from now on." Cathy said continously.

" Is there any handsomest word?" shrugging shoulder and frowning, she asked Cathy.

Bea— a writer, giggled "She's much more brainy then Webster bestie!" she says, giggling.

Cathy snapped and smirked on Bea. Bea shrugged her shoulder and extend her hand to Jessa, "I'm right yeah?" she asked.

Jessa nodded. She sighed on their scary side they are all crazy.

" seriously Cathy?, you always have that in your bag? I mean, the magazine?!" and then Bea remembered to ask.

"Hell yeah? I just bought this one a while ago bitch.. Don't look down at my magazine, my babe is here" Cathy said.

'babe.. Fuck that endearment'

She mumbled.

Jessa and Ginger is shaking their heads on the two who continues for commotion.

She has a total crazy set of friends. Cathy is her cousin, her best friend since they're toddlers. That's why she's immune on her way of talking.

Ginger just laughed on the two.

She's thankful, she's blessed that they're here for her, even if they're not talking about her problems, they have their ways to lessen her up. To lessen her heart aches.

In the whole week, she just cocoon herself on her apartment. Crying a river. She hoped too. Again and again. While her mind is scolding her heart to not expecting something. —from him.

But her heart didn't listen. Her heart hoped for Samuel, that even just a simple glance, simple glaze from him. But then, nothing. No hi, no hello.

And then she got it, what do she expect from him? He didn't even stopped her when she left the kitchen, she waited for him to pursue.. Though he called her, but he didn't made a choice than to stay from his fiancee.

No more.. No more love life.. It's dead end..

"fucking yeah! Let's go to the bar! Let's get wasted!" she said. And her friends liked it. They even did a high-five

'Ahh. Self, you can do this.. Just for today. Tomorrow is another day'

Mumbling and hoping, she did a plea.

She can live.. Live without him. But it hurts. It's ripping her apart.

Samuel is just looking at Mikaela from afar, he couldn't let himself go near her. He couldn't take a risk.

'I miss you.. So much that it's killing me'

He shut his eyes closed as he mumbling those words.

"don't hold the fucking trigger, you can kill her moron!" says Roderick who is assisting him in his sniper gun.

They are on his building, few meter away from the Cafe that his babe is sitting right now.

He can see her face, Roderick sniper is so fuckin special that he can even see her blinking.

" Nope. I'm too dumb to hold it. I'm shaking —fuck it!" he hissed.

Roderick chuckled. He's a military man. And this building is his baby, he spent millions just for safety reasons.

"Why not just go to her and have the courage to talk —much better you know" says Roderick who is just leaning his back on the wall as he is watching him.

"Nah.. I will not risk her life for being selfish" he said. Selfish means, he will not care on Tina's words and let his emotions be on top— to hug and kiss her.

Yeah. Tina threatened him. He doesn't know how or from whom did she know about them —he and Mikaela.

So for her safety, he is biting his teeth to not see her. But Roderick is not Roderick if he can't do anything about it.

That's why he's here, taking a peek at his babe.

'hope you okay babe. Few more days and we will be okay'

"What's your plan now? How about Tina? Did you talk to her already?" Roderick asked.

He continued looking at his babe.

He tssk and sighed.

"I'm gonna kill that woman.. She's too much! So hard to handle — money reasons again, I guessed" he said and shook his head.

While Roderick is begin on whistling 'when we'. Then the moron just started singing out of the blue..

'When we

When we

Mmm

When we

Go

I like it when you lose it

I like it when you go there

I like the way you use it

I like that you don't play fair

Recipe for a disaster

When I'm just try'na take my time

Stroke is gettin' deep and faster

You're screamin' like I'm outta line.. '

He's just singing exactly, sensation and erotic 'mmm' coming from his mouth.

He turned his face on him and he saw him grinning at him.

"The heck Roderick?!" he hissed.. But the jerk just winked and started tapping his thighs while singing.

'Who came to make sweet love? Not me

Who came to kiss and hug? Not me

Who came to beat it up? Rocky

And don't use those hands to put up that gate and stop me

When we fuck

When we fuck

When we fuck

When we fuck..'

"Fuck you!" he said. Roderick laughed..

"What? I'm just singing yeah?" he said, smiling sideways.

He raised his middle finger to him, he did the same.

' hell.. I miss her —badly! '