Logan's POV
Why am I such an idiot?! It's been 3 weeks and I still can't make up with Becca. It's been even harder at work cause when she sees me she goes in the opposite direction. I need a drink tonight maybe I'll go to Riley's Tavern for dinner. I need to figure out what to do with this situation. I miss her and life sucks if she's not in it. After work, I head home to shower then head out to the Tavern. When I get to the Tavern I see Becca but what is that guy doing to her? Rushing towards her I stop when I see Greg pull the guy off her. They were talking and I hadn't seen her smile like that in a few weeks I had forgotten how beautiful it was. I need to talk to her tonight no more excuses. Walking toward her I freeze when I see Greg pull her into his chest for a hug, when they pull away from each other it looks like she is blushing. Was she blushing or am I wrong?
She gets in her car and drives off. When she was gone I went over to Greg to ask if she was okay. Greg looks at me with an I want to beat the crap out of you look saying " She's fine but you need to get your crap together and stop making her sad before I steal her away from you!" Did he really just say that? " Hey, what do you mean steal her from me? I know we need to work things out but" He stops me mid-sentence and says " You are a coward, who doesn't know what you have until it's too late then you wuss out when things get hard. Are you really trying to talk to her or are you just making excuses like she walks away from me at work and never picks up my calls or texts me back? Is that what you're doing cause if you really wanted to talk you'd done it by now. It's been 3 weeks Idiot!"
He's right I'm not doing everything in my power. I'm being a coward cause I don't know what to do or how to feel about what she said that night. I just know I miss her like crazy! "You're right. Honestly, I miss her but I don't know how to act or what to even say. I want to talk things out and understand what she means and how she feels. I'll do everything I can to have her back in my life cause life sucks without her. She's my best friend and I miss hanging out with her, talking to her, and everything else." He looks at me and says " I'm going to tell you this, you have an amazing woman as your best friend and I don't care how she feels i'mma steal her away from you and make you watch because you don't deserve her as a friend or anything else. In my book, you are not a man but a high school boy. A man knows what he wants and goes for it, but a boy is indecisive. You need to sort out your feelings or watch me take her from you." Then he walks off to go back to work.
Sort out my feelings what does this guy think I've been doing? It's not easy though! I confessed to her sister and was a jerk about that situation then Becca and I got into it and I said some pretty hurtful things, made her cry, and can't even find the strength to talk to her. Now this dude is threatening to take her away as my best friend or something else. The only thing I know so far is that when I saw her smile at another guy it kinda irritated me and when He pulled her into his arms I was mad but that can mean anything right? I can't possibly have a thing for Becca, she's my best friend. Not only that, she has known how I felt about her sister for so long and how her sister felt about me. I can't just switch over to her without truly knowing what I really feel.
I need a drink but I don't want to see Greg again ugh let's just head home. As I pull into my driveway I'm still thinking about all the stuff Greg said to me. As I step out of the car I walk up to the front door, open it, lock it, and head to bed. As I'm laying in bed I keep tossing and turning the whole night, thinking about what happened with Becca and Greg and the conversation I and Greg had. This is gonna be a rough night and I have work tomorrow.