yo guys author here, I just wanted y'all to know I'm going to be putting this novel on indefinite pause, I've had a large bout of depression recently and haven't really had the energy to do anything outside of sit in my bed and feel sad, then re write the chapter explaining myself 37 times to try and make it sound less like I'm garnering sympathy because that's not my intention but not able to explain myself without it sounding like I'm just pretending not to want it, and then giving up after 30 minutes and leaving it as is, you know, the usual, I'm sorry for any readers who actually enjoyed my novel, believe me, I know the pain of watching a good novel get dropped, but hopefully I might return in the future, Idk, well see, with that said, as a parting gift I'll give y'all the two side stories I've already finished. I'll stagger the uploads So it will buy me time incase I return soon, but well see.