20. Being Brave

"My god Alexander! I still need to go to the office. Kami needs me, she still needs her training. She has a couple of meetings in the next couple of days, also today." I was giggling under him. We almost stayed up all night. But he still wanted more, and I think I was becoming a nympho. 

"Mmhhh yeah, still too fucking early love. And I'm so fucking hard for you. Could you just give me...mmmh, fuck baby you smell so delicious in the morning. Can I just have a little taste? Fuck yes baby like that, move in my mouth. Move your hips like that..." He whispered sexily under the sheets.

"Baby, you need to go deeper. Oh, fuck yes...fuck so damn good! Suck me, baby, Alex fuck baby...I'm so close, so damn close. You need to, hell yeah baby. Shit! Fuck yeah! Deeper baby. Deeper. Again! I'm coming, so fucking coming. One more...godfuckingdamnitsofuckinggoodimfuckingcomingfukcfuckfuck!" I thrust wildly under him, while he held my hips tight in his arms. I could feel him smirking under me. His mouth still latched to mine and was sucking me dry.

We contintued with a hot steamy shower sex, then he dropped me back at the office an hour later. 

"Morning Gary."

"Morning Adriana. You look happy?" He smiled at me, giving me my espresso. I smiled back at him as I take my coffee then went into my office.

I did my morning office stuff with Kami. She was a fast learner, she was very good actually and I was really impressed by her. It was just before twelve when Gary and I sent her out to lunch with our driver to meet one of our high rollers.

At noon I decided to went back to my place to unwind. Alex texted me that he would be busy with a business lunch. So I was finally having my alone time at the apartment.

I was walking out of the cab, with my phone in my hand after I texted him. That was when shots of cameras were flickering my way. They were all bright and noisy, they were all shouting at me with questions. Lots of noise, too much noise.

Shit, they found me! fuck!fuck!fuck!

"Adriana look here please."

"Ms. how long have you been with Alexander?"

"Are you guys serious now?"

"Are you staying with him for good now?"

He's a very successful actor, I should've known not to mess with him. I was in the deep. I didn't know how I was getting out of this.

I could already feel the urge of the symptoms coming up the surface. The drop of coldness in my stomach, the goosebumps, the hurt in my chest. My hands were trembling. I could hear nothing around me, but my heart was thumping harder in my ear.

I quickly ran to my lobby and hazily press for the elevator. Then finally reaching up to my floor, and quickly got into my apartment. I put my keys on the kitchen counter, then slumped down to the floor holding on to my phone and my bag as I cried. I was sobbing hard, holding on to my body, rocking myself, couldn't make myself stop.

I didn't know exactly when, but then Alex actually calls and checked up on me. I answered his call sobbing and crying still couldn't make myself stop. I was tired, so fucking tired.

"Shit Addie, are you at your place? Okay just wait, I'm coming right now." It felt like hours, but he finally made it to mine. The doorman must've let him in. He was hugging me in no time, I was basking in his scent and his warmth.

"Shit Addie, fuck baby. What happened? Sshh...stay with me, love. Come let me take you bed. You're shivering Addie. The floor is too damn cold for you." He scooped me off the floor and pick me up in his arms.

He was carrying me to my room, and resting me to my bed. I could see it was already dark. He was about to get up, but I wouldn't let him go. "Addie, I'm just going to get you some drink. It'll relaxed you like the last time with Drew?"

I shook my head vigorously, and holding his body closer to mine, like I was really scared to let him go. I grabbed onto his shirt and push my face to his chest, until he gave in and rubbed my back with his strong hands and felt relaxed instantly.

He was engulfing me in his warm embrace. Slowly my breathing got steady, my sobbing fade away, I was at peace as he was kissing and inhaling the top of my head. He was saying his loving words, I was swoon by him. Until I finally close my eyes, and drifted off to sleep to his steady breathing.

I slowly woke up, I could feel that he was about to leave me. "Please stay with me, don't leave me. Please." I was looking at him with my teary eyes again, my voice was raspy from all the crying.

"Addie love, I'm just going to get you a glass of water. I'll be quick okay? You're dehydrated. Let me take care of you okay? I'm not going to leave your place tonight. You will have me until tomorrow." He stroked my cheek with his hand lovingly, while whispering his words into my ear.

I relaxed my hold to his shirt, and let him go and giving him a small smile. He came back minutes later with a glass and a jug of water. He sat with his back on the headboard and sat me up, then gave me the water.

"Here Addie, you need to drink. I know you haven't eaten anything since lunch. I don't know about you, but I'm fucking starving baby. We will eat then we will have a sexy bath. Let's end the night with sexy memories yeah?" He winked at me, and went on his phone ordering our food while watching me drink my water.

He hung up after ordering dinner, then started kissing my sensitive spots making me giggled. "There you go, there's the sounds I'm looking for. Now, drink and just let me take care of you Addie. I love you, we're doing this, I'll take care of you."

I drank my water and paused. "I...I love you too Alex. We're doing this. Thank you for today. Thank you for loving me." I kissed his cheek, but he pulled me to straddle him and put the glass down. He smiled hearing my confession, and rewarded me with a proper deep kiss making me moaned his name over and over, again until the delivery guy finally arrived with our dinner.