At break
time Jeromy takes Norman and Raven to the rooftop. They all bring their lunch
also as break time is short. Since it's not that hot in the late summer the
rooftop is a perfect place go eat. "Spill your shit quickly and get out of
here." Raven says with a glare that's permanent on his face from the start. Jeromy's
attention turns to him for a moment but he keeps quite. After sitting on a
shadowed place both Norman and Raven looks at the speaker boy. It's obvious Jeromy
is feeling way too much uncomfortable around Raven but Norman doesn't seem to
care. His mind is in somewhere else.
"I don't
know where to start but what i'm gonna tell you can make you hate me more." Norman
raises a brow. "I was terrified. Terrified that i got turned on by my own friend
that too a male." "Pfft!" Raven laughs hysterically clutching Norman's shirt.
Norman is hanging his mouth so wide open and it looks equally funny. "What's so
funny?" Jeromy looks angry and annoyed. "What a lame reason to beat up a
'friend'". Raven says changing his expression is a second from laughing to
stoic. He emphasize the word friend with venom. Clearly he is finding Jeromy's point
of view utterly ridiculous. "I know. And no matter how much i try to apologize
you'll never forgive me." Nobody talks for a while. Norman is still processing
this whole news. Surely he too finds it ridiculous but his heart wants to
forgive him. After all when Norman was all alone after Saffran ditched him, Jeromy
was the first person to make friends with him.
"I don't
know what to say. I hate you but i also don't wanna hold any grudge against
you." "Norm!" "It's okay Rave. We're graduating soon so what's the point of all
this fights now." Norman smiles sadly. The thought of not seeing Saffran
anymore and he also don't have any reason to keep contact with him after
graduation kills him inside. Guess he is still a hopeless boy in love.
"So it means
you're coming to the party?" Jeromy beams which looks sickening to Raven. "Why
are you so eager to bring Norman to your party? You're not planning to do
anything to him are you?" Raven's glare can pierce a hole in Jeromy's skull.
"Again if you're so goddamned worried why don't you accompany him?!" Norman
flinches as Jeromy raises his voice. Raven is fuming. Alex already ruined his
mood yesterday now he has to deal with Jeromy. But Jeromy is right. If he is so
worried about Norman he should personally accompany him. "Don't raise your
voice like a pig." Jeromy's forehead veins plumps up. Seeing him Norman is
getting scared as there's a possibility a fight can break out. "Ok calm down
both of you. Rave if you don't want me to go then I'm not going." Anyone can
see how Jeromy's invisible dog ears get drooped in disappointment. Raven thinks
about it carefully. It'll seem childish and arrogant of him if he keeps Norman
from going to the party but again he is scared of any possible bad outcome. Guess
going with Norman is the only choice left. "Ok. I'll go with you."
...
Again that
shitty feeling. It doesn't feel that good punching this guy in front of him. Yet
his fists are itching to land punch after punch on this tanned heartthrob. Alex
remains quite holding his jaw with a busted lip. He looks at Raven and keeps on
staring as if the portrait of this boy
in front of him is his eyes' permanent capture. Raven feels so much
uncomfortable but his feet are glued to the bathroom's tiled floor. He only
just wanted to take a peaceful piss but Alex has become his shadow recently. "For
how long will you continue this nonsense?" Raven expresses tiredly but still his
eyes are doubtful. Alex doesn't say anything as he gets up slowly and walks
towards him. Raven takes steps back as Alex approaches until his back hits the
wall. He doesn't say anything too and watches Alex's every move with a loudly
beating heart. He doesn't know why his heart is beating so loud, he only slept
once with him and also he doesn't react like this with any of his one night stand.
Another
kiss. Raven doesn't know if he should protest and punch him again or he should
just go with the flow. But his body looks like has a mind of its own as he
reciprocate the kiss with eagerness. Alex is surprised and smirks in the kiss
before he puts his whole tongue in Raven's mouth. "Mmm." Raven gets shivers as
he hears Alex groan in his mouth. His eyes are open and he doesn't dare to
close them fearing he may drown in this exotic feelings. The kisses get more
violent and the sound gets louder as it echoes the small bathroom. There aren't
any students around them as they chose the farthest bathroom of the whole school
building.
Alex's eyes
are closed and Raven takes it as a opportunity to observe his whole face. His
eye lashes make a long shadow under the low powered tube light. His nose is
looking sharp, hair is slightly wet and it fell on his face elegantly. Alex raises
one of his hands that were caging Raven's body between his and the wall and
closes Raven's eyes. Another hand holds his waist as he kisses him deeper.
Raven doesn't do anything as Alex's tongue solely rubs his whole oral cavity
and keeps his hands glues to his sides. From an outsider's point of view it may
seem like Raven is being forced but only Raven and also Alex knows how much he
is enjoying this unwanted kiss. Raven feels out of breath as Alex keeps on ravishing
him so he pushes him a little. Alex finally opens his eyes slowly and ever so slightly
smirks at him. Both of their lips are swollen and Alex is enjoying the view in
front of him more than anything. They pant a little and Alex tries to hold
Raven's cheeks but Raven quickly slap's his hands. Alex doesn't bother to say anything.
"Who was the one that said he'd never let 'this' faggot touch him again?" Raven
says pointing himself. Sheer bitterness lingers at the back of his raging brown
eyes, the corner of his lips curled upwards mocking the vessel of his hatred in
front of him. Alex's face sours at his words, anger trying to bubble up on his
face but he keeps his demeanour cool. "Well just how many times do i have to
apologize for that? I'm saying sorry over and over-" Raven slaps him. That slap
is so uncalled for and both of them knows it yet Raven remains still. He is
looking for a reaction out of Alex and to his satisfaction Alex suddenly
lurches himself on him and viciously captures his lips again. 'Is he a
masochist?' Raven wonders but nonetheless he is again enjoying the rough kiss
of Alex. His lips get bitten by him several times as Alex is quite angry for
the worthless slap before but Raven completely gives in to his domination. He
coils his hands around Alex's neck and pulls him closure so that Alex's tongue
can entry more in his oral cavity. Almost each nook and canny in Raven's mouth
got licked by him and it is bringing way too much excitement to Raven that he
starts to rub their groins together in slow motion. "Ngh!" Raven moans out loud
as Alex holds his lower back and forcefully pushes his pelvic area on him
increasing the pace of rubbing.
Raven
removes his hands from Alex's neck and hastily tries to unbuckle his pants.
Sensing the touch on his groin Alex quickly holds Raven's hand and withdraws
himself from the kiss. Raven looks at him wide eyes, cheeks get red from
embarrassment. He didn't expect Alex to stop him and it's making him angry too.
So he can kiss him but can't touch his body properly? Alex smirks and runs his
forefinger alongside of Raven's jaw, he hums to himself like he is quite enjoying
Raven's embarrassed state and how his expression is changing to angry again.
Ever so slowly Alex takes both of his hands and pin them up above his head. Raven's
eyes get wide but he keeps a sceptical gaze on the big boy. "What the fuck?" Raven
mutters under his breath as Alex again attacks him with kisses but this time
his neck is the pretty victim. Alex sucks the base of his neck making obvious
hickies and earns low moans from the boy under him. "Nno...stop." Raven's weak
protest gets heard by him but he makes no progress in stopping himself. Never
in his entire life Raven got this much excitement and shivers just from his
neck being kissed and sucked. He can't do any strong protest as his body has
completely given up in this madness.
After
kissing and sucking Alex leaves the bruised neck and looks dreamily at the
blushing mess of a boy. "Pretty....so damn much." Alex mumbles to himself and
as the bathroom is too quite for their own good Raven blushes three times more
hearing the compliment. 'What has gotten into his head?' He thinks to himself
as he observes the newly found version of this snobby but handsome guy. He
never liked him, at least that's what he believes. So why is he kissing him like
there's no tomorrow and praising his beauty? Alex is that kind of shallow
mystery that Raven's doesn't want to know about but always falls for the satisfaction
and easement this boy bring with his mere touch. He can't deny that getting
touched by Alex feels good, his eyes on his body feels good, his lust that
shows so obviously in his grey stormy eyes that can hold numerous emotions at a
time, he loves it. Raven remains quite, his eyes are squinted and still on
Alex's perfect facial structure. His grey eyes are filled with thick unknown
clouds, almost looking black due to being hooded that Raven can't predict if
it's lust, adoration or rage that is swarming in his eyes. Alex runs his
fingers into Raven's double coloured hair, massaging the scalp making Raven
lean into his warm big hand subconsciously. He smiles observing Raven's cute
reaction and hesitatingly closes the gap between them before kissing his
forehead lightly. Raven flinches from the contact and somehow, something lights
up inside of him which Raven vaguely recognize as fear as he quickly pushes
Alex off of him roughly. Alex looks taken aback with his already back to grey
eyes slightly wide. Without warning Raven takes his bag that was laying on the
bathroom floor and dashes out definitely hearing the soft chuckle from the
other boy.