Delvin was sitting in the dining room and was eating his breakfast at the moment. His mind always wandered to the figure of the woman who was now lying helplessly on the bed in pain.
Yes, Delvin thought back to Ilona who was currently sick with various tools attached to her body.
My heart feels very sad when I see the situation, but it can't be helped, Delvin himself can do nothing but pray.
All-access to go to meet Ilona has now been closed off by her mother.
"Son, if you eat it, it's the right thing to do," said Nikita when she saw Delvin who was having breakfast, which was just messed up.
Delvin turned his head and gave a slightly forced smile. He just realized that all this time he was just messing with the food on his plate, it hadn't been in his mouth at all.
"Yes, Mam," said Delvin who was now starting to enjoy his breakfast.
Nikita returned to enjoying her food, occasionally watching Delvin from the corner of her eye.
This morning, Delvin felt a little relaxed because he wasn't in such a hurry to enter the office, on orders from Nikita.
Delvin was still sitting at the dining table and looked at Nikita and Agung who looked like they were about to talk important. He began to feel very uncomfortable because his fear was only one, arranged marriages.
"Son, Papi, and Mami want to have a serious talk with you. Please listen carefully, and please don't refuse at all."
Delvin took a deep breath. uttering the sentence means that he is again pressured to do what he dislikes.
"Yes, Pa. What do you two want to talk about together, Delvin?"
Nikita turned to Agung for approval to talk about this, and when he got a nod, then he spoke up.
"Mam, what do you two want to talk about together, Delvin?"
"Wait a minute, son! We both want you to get married as soon as possible."
Delvin looked at his parents in disbelief. How can you get married if you don't even have a partner?
After a few seconds, Delvin was pensive because of his surprise at the statement from his parents. He laughed out loud, thinking it was all bullshit and the most ridiculous thing he'd heard.
Nikita was surprised by Delvin's behavior. It should be asking, who will you marry later, but the response was just laughing out loud like that.
"Why are you even laughing, kid?"
"After all, Mami and Papi are ridiculous then. How can I get married, Ilo is still sick."
Delvin still hopes that if he will marry Ilona, don't be fooled by his current status, which is no longer the girl's lover. However, still what was in his heart full was the name, and it seemed that it could not be replaced at all.
"Did you see we were joking, Delvin!" Nikita is now staring intently at Delvin who stopped his laughter.
Agung immediately gently stroked Nikita's back--his wife who when she was angry, didn't care who it was.
Delvin was silent and looked down. He did not understand the plans of his parents, how could they order him to get married quickly, while Ilona herself had not fully woken up?
"Why is Mama even angry like that?"
"Already! You will Mami set up with ... Lavanya. like it or not, you have to be willing."
"Mam, you can't do that! Delvin only loves Ilo, not him." Delvin shook his head slowly.
Agung now looked at his son's face which was already red with anger. "Son, we know very well what makes you happy, so don't argue. Papi hope you accept this decision."
Delvin laughed loudly and the corners of his eyes condensed. "Since when did you two know what was best for me? Since when?"
"Ah yes, did you two know that since childhood?"
"Or since when please tell Delvin, would love to hear it in person."
Nikita looked at Delvin sharply. "Watch your speech! Delvin Araska!"
Delvin was still laughing, while Agung himself was confused as to how to lighten the atmosphere so as not to be so tense like this.
How does it feel to be set up with someone you never really loved? It hurts, isn't it? Especially when we know that he, who we have wanted all along, is struggling hard to survive.
"Mam, Delvin please and for this time, don't force what you don't like anymore," Delvin pleaded to Nikita pitifully.
"Son, you... you don't have to beg like that, because no matter what, the matchmaking will still happen."
"That's right, Papal your words are not important to us, the important thing is that you want it and Mami is sure, Lavanya is best for you," Nikita spoke steadily.
Delvin shook his head. it turns out that so far his life has been regulated by his parents, whatever his choice has never been considered good and according to them both are wrong.
Whatever is arranged, determining a life partner is still the same. I feel sick too, too much.
Delvin is reluctant to continue this discussion. Get up from his seat, and leave the dining table.
"Shit! How long do I have to follow what they want?" Delvin thought.
He walked out of the house and got into his car. He darted off wherever he was, clearly eager to reconcile himself.
Lavanya--the girl who was Delvin's lover before Ilona, is a cheater and according to Nikita is a good woman.
Tsk, where did that stupid judgment come from? ridiculous.
"Argh! Ilo, I miss you!"
"Today was terrible. They pushed me back, which they would never even be able to do."
"Ilo! I still love you, it seems impossible to love someone again and that person is him. I would never want to."
Delvin was talking to himself while driving his car. For the first time, he couldn't tell the person who had always been his home.
Delvin now takes the initiative to go to the hospital, where Ilona is being treated. he wanted to tell all about the condition of his heart, in front of the person he loved, even though he couldn't give any response.
"Sister, why is this room so quiet," said Delvin when he arrived in front of Ilona's room.
Delvin looked through the window and no Ilona was lying on the bed. Now his mind is getting messed up, with the absence of the woman who knows what happened to his life.
"Yes, man. The room has been empty since yesterday," explained the nurse who happened to be passing by in front of Ilona's room.
Delvin was silent and digested what the nurse said. Suddenly his mind went blank and seemed to be stuck.
"Ilona went where? Has she regained consciousness? but why don't you tell me?" The question just crossed Delvin's mind.