It’s been more than a month since the day I first quelled Otsuka-senpai’s curiosity. Just from that, it’s pretty obvious how I stalled it for too long. Kana had long given her consent to it but it’s actually me who couldn’t find the time…
Or if there’s another reason, I might have been subconsciously trying to stall it as much as possible.
Thinking back to that time Kana and I showed her our relationship and allowed her to watch, it was only a few hours before the transformation in my mind.
After that day, my mindset experienced an upheaval. While my desire stayed, it already changed a lot. I started to be more conscious about what the girls would think or feel. And sometimes, I was even more sensitive than them.
And that must be why I was already averse to the idea of letting her watch Kana and me have sex.
That’s the contradiction. I promised to take responsibility, yet I couldn’t deliver.