Chapter 11

Susan's pov

"SHOT SHOT SHOT" everyone cheers.

I take my 6th shot and everyone screams. After the incident that happened with me and Heejin we haven't spoken, as soon as Woojin walked in I've been trying to dodge them both. I've decided to just get really drunk instead.

"SUSANAAAAA" Ji-yeon yells slurring her words.

"What unnie," I say laughing, even though I give her a lot of shit I do love her.

"There playing spin the bottle and jackson told me to come get you I think he likes you," she says slyly.

"Aren't we a little old to be playing spin the bottle I question" I was just about to refuse when I see Heejin and Woojin in the lounge kissing. Seeing them still hurts just as much as it did when I was sober. You know what, I'm gonna just let go and have some fun, Jackson is really cute not as cute as Heejin but he'll do for now.

"Alright, let's go play," I say, Ji-yeon claps and pulls me into the lounge where everyone is including Woojin and Heejin. I sit in the circle that's formed, Ji-yeon and Jennieare both playing and a few other boys from Woojins group.

"Our little Susans finally growing up" Jennieshouts and Ji-yeon laughs along with her.

"Just have fun Susan but if you don't want to play you don't have to" she whispers to me.

"No, it's fine thanks though Jennie," I say smiling back, "Okay good cause looks like someone has their eye on you," She says raising her eyebrows talking about Jackson. I smack her arm and we both laugh.

"Okay, who wants to go first" Jennie shouts.

I look in front of me and Heejin's staring right at me while sitting on Woojin, Woojin has a huge smile unaware of Heejin's mood change. Looking at them is making me so irritated.

"I'll go first," I say staring right at Heejin.

Heejin's Pov

"I'll go first," Susan says looking right at me, what the hell is this girl doing. She never plays stupid games like this. Is she really just going to kiss some random, not on my watch. I get ready to get up when I feel Woojin's arms wrap around me.

"Leave her," He says looking at me.

"let go of me Woojin," I say seriously. He loosens his grip.

"Heejin just let her have fun, she's not a kid anymore and also Jacksons had a huge crush on her ever since we did idol room let him have his chance," Woojin says trying to convince me.

I look towards her and she's just about to spin the bottle when Ji-yeon grabs it and says oldest first. I'm relieved but still worried, I've never felt this jealous in my life just the thought of someone kissing her right now is unthinkable.

Why am I feeling like this I think frustrated.

'Susan, why are you playing this you're too young" I say annoyed, I'm just doing this to protect her.

Susan looks at me and just rolls her eyes "Unnie, I'm not a kid don't worry about what I'm doing" She says emotionlessly, this pissed me off even more she really just told me not to worry about her. I bite my tongue not wanting to start anything with her right now.

Ji-yeon spins the bottle and everyone's hyped up especially the boys, I look to Susan and she's looking at Jackson smiling and he's doing the same. I clench my Jaw annoyed.

Ji-yeon spins and it lands on this random guy he quickly gets up and moves to where she's sitting, they start kissing and everyone's hyped except for Jennie, Jennie pulls the guy off Ji-yeon after they started getting a little too over the top. I cringe at the image.

Woojin pulls me close and starts leaning in for a kiss, I turn my head to get a view of what goings-on. He pouts and tries to get my attention but I'm really not in the mood right now.

"Babeeeeeee" He whines I look at him he's so annoying right now but I lean in to give him a quick peck on the lips to shut him up.

Susans pov

Heejin's been staring at me the entire time, I'm kind of happy because it seems like she's jealous. Is that a good thing I'm not sure but it means she cares so maybe there's a chance that she likes me too... or am I just looking too much into this.

I look up to where she's sitting but I looked at the wrong time, her and Woojin just kissed.

My hopes are gone, she doesn't like me. How stupid am I, of course she doesn't like me I've been deluding myself into thinking she might like me back. She has a boyfriend who's perfect, she doesn't want me, not the way I want her.

The kiss we nearly had must have meant nothing, it was just another little game she wants to play just like when we were in the kitchen she never was going to do it she just wants to mess with me.

I push those thoughts away and instead focus on the game, time to just have fun I'm gonna do this for me not because I want to make Heejin jealous, time to get over her and what a better way than find someone else.

"Susan your turn, "Ji-yeon says excitedly. I grab the bottle smiling, I look to Jackson and he's looking right at me. Please land on him I think to myself.

I can feel her eyes on me but I don't even spare her a glance. I grab the bottle and everyone's looking at me, here I go I think to myself.

I spin the bottle and it starts to slow down, please land on Jackson I think to myself, it starts slowing down in Jackson's area just as I think it's going to land on him it goes a bit further and lands on Jennieinstead.

Okay, I was not expecting that, me and Jenniemake eye contact and both laugh.

She starts crawling into my direction and is right in front of me, where both smiling "Susan we don't have to" she says sweetly.

This isn't what I was expecting but why not "No it fine Unnie" I say, she comes closer and everyone's cheering us on, My heart flutters a bit I've never kissed a girl shockingly so I'm a little nervous.

I grab her waist and she straddles my lap, it feels like deja vu when Me and Heejin were In the room we were in the same position.

I shake off the memories and focus on Jennie, she's not Jackson but I'm not disappointed. She smiles at me and then leans in, I cup her face and pull her in. My eyes are closed and in just a few seconds her lips are on mine. So soft I think to myself, she nibbles on my lip slightly I part my lips giving her access to deepen the kiss. Things start to get heated when she suddenly she pulls away.

I open my eyes and Minnies on the floor I look up and Heejin's there, did she pull her off? Heejin makes eye contact with me, oh shit I think to myself she looks pissed.

She grabs me off the ground and pulls me out of the lounge.

I'm in trouble.