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Chapter 3

My mom taught me how to be—or pretend to be—a woman. I had no freaking clue. I knew I couldn’t copy my dad (that would be crazy, right? After all I was only a girl.) Anyhow I didn’t like him, did I? Hell no. He was cold, remote, busy with anything at all more important than me. Though he was a good father until…until I was about the age, three or four, he had been when his father was lost at sea. Swinging me around by my hands or building me a swing set doesn’t exactly make up for a dozen or so years of being told to pipe down, go away, and keep quiet. Being afraid of him wasn’t exactly a way for a daughter to learn how to interact with men, or for any child to learn s/he had any self-worth at all.

Nor did my sister and I bond too much for too long, unfortunately. In our shared adult past however, she has been ‘there’ for me in more ways than I can ever repay.