SLEEPING WITH THE ONE YOU LOVE THE INVISIBLE MAN

Laying in bed just thinking about how I want my Mother's Day to be so romantic, all of the gifts the hugs and kisses, some day I just knew he would be laying right beside me. So much for thinking. At times I ask myself why is it so hard to find a good man that don't cheat, don't lie and don't play games. And that's not fucking on any and everything that's walking.

Every night I cry myself to sleep knowing that my king should be laying beside me, treating me like a Queen, Rubbing my body down from head to toe, grabbing my hair, cooking for me, or just a shoulder to cry on. It's many of nights I feel lonely and unloved. It's been so much going on that I really haven't had the time to even date. I'm always working and going to school for nursing, maybe one day I'll find my king at work.

I've always dream of having beautiful kids I wanted at lease 5, 3 boys and 2 twin girls. I just knew my daughter's would be the shit, thick with long hair and an attitude like their moma that would serve your moma tea.. my hands boys looking like they handsome ass Daddy.. Just thinking about it give me chills.

So I walked into work fixing me a cup of caramel latte when a brother walked pass me smiling and licking his lips. So I turn around and said what you licking your lips at forehead, he said dam you the police I'm licking my lips cause I got BBQ on my dam hands, so I smiled and said my bad. Right then and their I'm like nope he got an attitude problem. So I grab my latte and walked out he lucky I didn't say shit back cause he was fine.

As I walked into my department I noticed I had 4 missed calls from my mother so of course I ignored it, my moma be bugging and always sending me long as text messages like she writing essays..